dorm mates ~ Ryo Nct wish(Discontinued)

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It's already a week since I stayed in this fucking place. I just-I miss my friends..

I see this room closely and I focus at a picture, this picture is my mom. My mom, Eunbi. My tears fall down to the floor,
I can't cry right now!.

Wait, I see a window in there. Why before I don't see this thing!? Aish, maybe I'm too devastated. And now, I will jump to the grass. It's a bit far but I want to go from this place.

I'm sorry dad but I already hated you since you killed our mom.

Actually I'm a bit scared because my bone can break. I hope my bone doesn't break, I hope so.

I go down but-actually I land too smooth even my bone doesn't break. Omg, this is a nice moment for me!.

I go to SM Entertaiment, I see many shop around there. Ah, I want to buy tteobokki because I don't even eat in that place and I'm become more skinny than before..

The sun hadn't even risen when I zipped my suitcase and took one last look at my room. It felt strange - like I was leaving a part of myself behind. But deep down, I knew. I wasn't just going somewhere new. I was chasing something.

With every step out the door, the air felt heavier, colder, but also filled with something I couldn't describe - maybe it was fear, maybe it was hope. Maybe it was both.

My phone buzzed with so many messages from friends "You're really doing this to us. We are so worried because of you," one of them wrote. Yeah... I guess I really was.

I boarded the bus, then the train. Hours passed, but the road never seemed to end. I leaned my head against the window, watching as familiar towns turned into unknown lands. From quiet fields to crowded cities, the world outside kept changing, but my thoughts stayed on one thing SM Entertainment.

A name that once only lived in my dreams.
I remembered all the nights I'd practiced alone in my room, dancing until my legs gave out, singing until my throat burned. I remembered watching idols perform and thinking, Maybe one day, that could be me. I knew it wasn't going to be easy - nothing worth having ever was - but I had to try.

The train made a soft hum as it moved forward. There was something peaceful about it. Time slowed down. The longer I traveled, the more I thought: I hope they didn' hate me But I shut those thoughts out. Because even if I make them sadder, I would've out from SM Entertaiment and that's braver than never trying at all.

A woman sat next to me, humming a song quietly. I recognized it - it was from a group under SM. That felt like a sign. I smiled to myself, and she noticed.
"Are you going to Seoul for something special?" she asked.

I nodded. "I'm going to SM Entertainment."

Her eyes widened slightly. "Ah... you're chasing a dream."

I nodded again. "Yeah. A really big one."

My minds : actually, I already became that idol..

The train pulled into Seoul as the sun began to set. The sky was painted in shades of orange and pink - a perfect welcome. My heart beat faster. I was here.

Dragging my suitcase through the busy streets, I followed the map on my phone. People passed by me in a rush, but I was moving in slow motion. Every step was heavy with excitement.

And then I saw it.

SM Entertainment. The building I had only seen on screens, now standing tall right in front of me.

My feet stopped. I didn't move. I just stared.
The glass reflected the golden sky. The logo stood proudly on the wall. It was real. This wasn't a dream.

My eyes burned with tears I didn't expect. I had come so far - not just in distance, but in courage. I had pushed through everything to get here. I didn't know what would happen next. I didn't know if they would even let me in.

But I took a deep breath.

And I smiled.

Because this... this was the first entertaiment that I became an idol.

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I continue this story cuz I don't hv any idea again. I hope u guys enjoy with my new writing style and actually I think this is the longest chapter that I ever write in this story😭🙏

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