I'm staring at you now,
Wondering what it will feel like,
With you..
(Hold me)
I like everything about you,
The way you look,
The way you play with my mind,
Like a drug..
(Soothe me)
My hands are sweating,
My heart is pounding,
I long for your touch,
On my body..
(Caress me)
I want you to stain,
My pale white skin,
And make me feel,
Alive..
(Love me)
The moment has come,
For you to take me,
I can't wait anymore,
I need you now..
(Hurt me)
You're sliding over my skin,
Leaving a trail of shiny drops,
Coloring me blood red,
I find peace again..
(Hurt me)
I focus on my pain,
Drowning out the world,
Finally I can feel,
Something else..
(Let's do it again)
YOU ARE READING
Beautifully Disturbing
PoetryI have dealt with depression, anxiety and self-harm. I have always had a different view on this world and it's inhabitants, and therefor never felt like I belonged. Loneliness was the most prominent feeling I had my entire life. Writing has always b...