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I woke up with a heavy heart . These days , i hardly have enough sleep, thanks to KJ
Right now, it seems likely were slowly drifting apart. No explanations, no apologies
I slowly stood and went to the comfort room .
My friends and i decided to go to Nasugbu , Batangas today .

Am i still hoping he'd show up? Yes.

I hate him . I hate him for doing this to me . But no , i wont allow myself to drown in misery . I won't
Life must go on .
"Astrid your'e friends are here" shouted mama from downstairs.
"Alright , Im coming" i hurriedly closed the door and went downstairs.
"You haven't had breakfast yet"
"Yeah right . Thanks for reminding me , ma would it be okay if you packed me 2 sandwiches instead ? Pretty , please? "
Mama rolled her eyes "that pacuteness effect is disgusting baby."
"Lets Go," philip said he offered to carry my bag .
"Ooh Lala , my friend is being gentlemen," i exclaimed .
"Oh shut up bitch" he snapped
"Bye tita and tito ," kaye and cess said in chorus .
"Bye auntie and uncle," philip smirked
"Bye kids be safe ! " papa said
Mama smiled and wave at me
My friends excitedly scrambled to philip's car.
I smiled "excitement all over ,huh?"
"You bet ," philip screamed .
We'll be staying in nasugbu for two days and one night.
I smiled but i couldn't help but glance at the house beside ours .
Still no sign of him .
I heaved a sigh . Oh well, what's new? I dont know his activities anymore . He doesnt call he doesnt text me . I dont know whats happening to him , i dont know him anymore .
It hurts . I need him . I need hin badly . I just cant ....... I just can't stop myself from needing him
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"Yehey!" We all shouted as we stepped on thw whitesand beach here in nasugbu. Nakataas pa ang mga kamay namin na tila lilipad sa kalawakan . Wala na kaming pakialam kahit gulo - gulo ang aming mga buhok dala ng napakalakas na hangin.
Pinagmasdan ko ang paligid . Abala ang mga bata sa pagkuha ng mga pebbles habang ang iba naman ay gumagawa ng sand castle . Maraming couples ang naglalakad habang magkahawak ang kamay . Marami ring teenagers na naglalaro ng volleball. At siyempre , mawawala ba naman ang turista ? Mukhang ang saya saya ng paligid.
"This is the kind of place that i love" philip exclaimed.
"A place where i can be alone in the bright sunlight" i added
"And a place where i can listen to the waves of water crashing alone the
Shore," cess smiled
We all giggled. Para kaming may mga sayad.
Sabay sabay kaming pumunta sa aming rooms.
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It had been a fun day so far. Puno ng kwentuhan , tawanan , at alaskahan. We also swam, of course . But i've become aware na sinadyabg iwasan ng friends ko na mapagusapan si KJ. I appreciated that .
After dinner , i excused myself para makapagisip - isip magisa. I was walking along the beach when my phone beeped . Umasa ako . Pero classmate ko lang pala asking about some school stuff . After replying to the message , i busied myself watching the people laughing and exchanging stories on the shore. Buhay na buhay ang beach na ito sa gabi . May mga nagfafire - zipping. Mayroon ding malakas na tugtuog kaya maraming napapaindak . Ang sayang tignan ng paligid
"Hay. Buti pa sila , halatang masaya samantalang ako nakaka----" i said
Wait ... May nahagip ang paningin ko .
Is that mike ? ... 😱 .
Napansin ko ang lalaking nakapolo na white at shorts na white sa gitna ng mga taong nagsasayawan . Pero namamalikmata lang ata ako , imposibleng nandito si mike pero bago pa ako makalapit , bigla na lang nawala na parang bula ang paningin ko .
"STRANGE" i said to myself. Baka nga imagination ko lang y'on . I decided to go back to the bonfire area where we are hanging out . Hindi pa ako nakakalayo nay nahagip na naman ang paningin ko . Si Harold???? Ano bang nangyayari sa akin at kung sino sini na lang nakikita ko sa paligid ko hindi naman ako lasing . Just when i was about to head back to my friends .....

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