With Our Without

Part 5

\Reader's P.O.V/

I hadn't seen Shin for awhile now. I saw him early in the morning, seeming to be carrying a couple textbooks and lots of paperwork. He did try to come talk to me, but some of my club members pulled me away for the moment. When I looked back he wasn't there. Then the day was strangely productive, I actually learned to do (problem in selected course/ subject).

Looking at my watch, it was already time for club activities. I started to head to the music room when I bumped into Juliette, a member of the music club. "Hey, ______, the rest of us are going to the little diner on 3rd street. Would you like to come?" Said Juliette.

I contemplated on the thought for a minute. I could use the time to write a song or do homework... "No thanks, I'm working on a song for everyone. Maybe next time." I smiled as she nods understandingly and departed. I continued my way to the room.

Sitting behind the keyboard, I pulled out my lyric book. Pressing on some keys here and there, writing down notes that worked with the lyrics. Being so focused, I didn't even notice Shin enter, standing intently in the corner.

I started to sing the segment of what I had written. Very slowly I confidently sang in the "empty" room.

(Author-chan added some lyrics from Dilemma by Selena Gomez, because why not?)

You make me so upset sometimes, I feel like I could lose my mind.

The conversation goes nowhere, cause you're never gonna take me there.

And I know, what I know, and I know you're not good for me.

Yeah I know, what I know, and I know its not meant to be.

Here's my dilemma, one half of me want ya, and the other half wants to forget.

A small blush appears on your face. Thinking of Shin.

My- my- my- dilemma from the moment I met ya I just cant get you out of my mind.

I stopped for a while and looked up from my notebook and was speechless. The person this song is about... Just heard part of it.. "Sh-Shin... When did you come in?" He looked at me expressionless. Closing his eyes briefly, he let out an uneven breath and walked toward me. I stood up from my seat as he got closer.

"Who was that song about?" Shin looked me in the eyes and I could tell he wasn't happy. He looks he's angry.. Or maybe he's jealous..? I looked over my shoulder towards the floor. I didn't want to answer him. After a few minutes of silence he speaks up. "Well?" Shin leans in and places both his hand on either side me on the keyboard.

I gulped and looked at him, feeling my face warm. "Y-You..." I stuttered. He looked surprised at first, but then he blushed. Before I knew it my heart started beating weird, noticing that I was basically pinned. Shin looked down slightly and smiled, "______, I have to tell you something..." He paused and looked back up to you.

Out of nowhere, his lips were on mine. My eyes closed slowly as I did a great impression of a tomato. After what felt like minutes but were actually seconds, he pulled away and hugged me tight. "I love you..." Shin whispered.