The Name I Shouldn't Learn

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Though he do not remember me

At the back side of his mind

Perhaps at the darkest side of his memory

Why am I still with him.


My life, half of my life spent for him

At the thought, remembrance of his figure

The smile the height the gesture

It etched like carved knife in my head.


It's the heart that I can't control

He's not really what I wanted

But the heart keeps saying, what it wants

And I could only stare at the hidden side.


Though he may not know me anymore

not remember me anymore

He will always be a part of my life.


And I never have the guts, to spell out his name, listens to his name.




*I wrote this long time ago, and alhamdulillah Allah has been there the time I wen down. So, 'he' is not apart of my worries now. but somehow I think this is beautiful in its own way.

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