Story of the broken hearted girl

Part 8

Dear loved ones,

I'm so sorry for what I've done. I must be an awful person.  The one man I loved just threw me away like I was trash and got a prettier and probably perfect girlfriend. I'm sorry if I died. I just had to punish myself for not being what he wanted.  I know it's awful that I was so worked up about a guy, but he made a promise to never leave me. And well he left me in the dust of my broken heart. He was the only thing that kept me going. He was my light.I wished he had seen how much of loved him . It's to late now though. I let the negativity and loneliness take control of me. Now I'm gone. I don't know if you care. Or if you will find me soon. Just know I terribly sorry for all I've done.  I love you all. I especially loved you zach. Goodbye and I hope that your life is full of joy and happiness.

Love,

Jamie