The Unwanted and The Everything

The beggining

Astrids P.O.V.

I lay there.

On the cold hard ground.

Feeling the pain.

Everywhere.

Words echoing through my head.

Useless

Selfish

Dirty

Ugly

Nothing....

That one hurts the most

It over rules the pain.

Nothing....

Is that what I really am?

Is that what people see me as.

Or if I'm nothing, they don't see me at all.

I hear my alarm in go off. Another day of school.

"TURN YOUR DAMN ALARM OFF GIRL!!!" Rickey screams to me from outside.

I hurriedly try and turn it off but my phones a bit far from where I'm sleeping on the ground.

Then he comes in. Rickey and Pagie come in with mad looks on their faces.

"I said turn your damn alarm off girl" Rickey says in an evil and pissed off tone.

I try and reach for the phone again but he kicks me in the stomach.

Paige comes around and kicks me in the back.

"Get your stupid ass up and go to school" Rickey says to me.

I get up, limp over to my small amount of cloths, change into pants, a shirt and a jacket, then go outside to the bus stop.

I see a few people at the bus stop, looking at me as I limp in pain.

They all bother me, push me around a bit and say terrible lies about my parents. They all joke around with me about being a stupid weakling and that's why I have my air tank.

They joke around that I'm a scuba diver and I won't g anywhere without my oxegen tank, but without this, I could die.

The buss pulls up and they all get inside. Me being the last and the slowest.

I go to an empty seat in the back and sit alone. Listening to everything the world has to say about me.

I cry. The pain all over my body hurts.

The pysical pain

The mental pain.

All of it.

All I want is someone to love me.

Hey peoples:-) is beautiful me here with a new story.

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I'm gonna go now so I can be more excited about this story now.

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