I Remember it Like it Was Yesterday

What Are You Doing Here??

I had woken up to see a white ceiling. I looked around, realizing that I was in an ambulance. I told the EMT's that I was okay, and in an attempt to sit up abruptly, I broke my wrist. I started wailing in pain. I realized that I was tied down to the gurney like a mad man. What were they planning on doing to me?? Locking me up for having a mental breakdown??

"Errynn, calm down. Everything is going to be okay, baby girl." That voice. I recognized that voice... PRYCE. I tried sitting up again, but my wrist was throbbing.

"Miss, I'm gonna need you to sit still. You are sending your pulse through the roof, and we can't get an accurate reading on you." a lady to my left said to me.

"Kiss me... Please..." I mumbled.

"Ma'am, I will not kiss you. You are in no need for CPR, so that will not be necessary." She murmured.

"Not you, you dumb hoe. Pryce. Where is he??"

"Pryce?? Who is Pryce??"

"MY BOYFRIEND!!" I yelled, trying my hardest to sit up, but my restraints just kept getting tighter and tighter. I was screaming in pain, but I wasn't giving up until I found him. My body failed and slammed back down onto the gurney. My mind went blank, my eyes went dark. I saw my Nanna. She looked down upon me, telling me that it was my time and that I needed to quit fighting it. I was due to go to heaven. I don't know how I knew what she was saying though, because she said it in Thai.

I was gripping the sheets as hard as I could, until my eyes shot open with the pain of my break coming back. I was in a white room, a sponge room.

I heard a knock at the door. I yelled, "Come in..." seeing as I was in a straight jacket and there were no handles on the door. To be 100% honest, I didn't even know where the door was located in this room.

The door swung open and I looked the person right in the eyes. "Mom??" I mumbled. I sat in shock for a moment, in the corner. After the shock escaped me, I yelled, "MOM!! NO!! GO AWAY!! YOU CAN'T BE IN HERE TOO!! TAKE THAT STRAIGHT JACKET OFF!! YOU DON'T BELONG IN HERE!!" I starting wailing and crying.

"I'm just here to visit darling. I have to wear the straight jacket so that I am not a threat to you. Calm down. I just wanted to say, I love you. I'm doing all in my power to get you out of here." She replied. I witnessed a tear trickle out of the corner of her left eye. I screamed very loudly, turned to my right, and burried my face in the very corner of my spongy room. My eyes started smudging black all over my walls. That aught to be fun to clean up later.

I closed my eyes really tight, and I was no longer in the sponge room. I saw my Nanna. We were in a garden. She told me that she wasn't the only person watching me, and that there were many other spirits out to get me. I wailed again. I didn't believe her. I couldn't believe her. I wouldn't believe her.

I got up out of the corner and threw myself at my mom. I wanted to push her out of the room. I didn't want her here. This would kill her. I budged her out of the room and closed the door. I needed my peace and quiet. I walked over to the corner and jumped. I broke the camera with my head. I went and laid down in front of the door so that nobody could possibly come in, not even my Nanna.