The blurry vision my tears create,
Kicking me down was no mistake.
The smile I wear, so easily faked,
The pain I leek could fill a lake,
Falling to the floor, you never notice
Can't take it anymore, cried through the paper when I wrote this,
Just keep screaming until my lungs burst,
Bandaids can't cover the pain and the hurt.
Push me down, then give me your hand,
scared I'll be pushed back down, before I have time to stand.
The mask I hide behind is getting too thin,
soon to be broken exposing my skin.
Be careful where you stab, your getting closer to my heart,
the slightest prick could tear it apart.
Whatever I do, I can't do right,
Whenever I try, I loose the fight,
I always manage to mess everything up,
Although they don't think that i give a fuck,
I'm pushing and fighting, yet hiding the sweat,
whatever I start I always regret.
I try so hard with return of nothing.
I try to hide the pain and suffering.
There's no way to win, if your not in the fight.
I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright.
