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Sitting in my room staring at the walls I realize I have nothing in my life left ,It didn't have him ,I lost everything ,I lost him
I broke into sobs putting my hands on my lips ,as I was hiccuping ,the tears just not stopping ,I miss him ,I miss him a lot
I-I can't breath ,it's like he has taken my life with himself when he left to idk where ,the worst part he has told everyone where is he leaving me ,everyone talks to him leaving me
He has prohibited everyone from giving me his details and I'm begging everyone to give me but they aren't
More tears fell from my eyes as I wiped them ,they just say that "aiza hum de dete but fateh wo mana kiya hai aur hum uska ye request nhi tod sakte"
Everyone just everyone says this to me ,can't they see ,can't they see me suffering, I-
The door to my room opened revealing papa ,I turned wiping my tears "aiza beta" he stood in front of me with his hands behind his back
Tears were running down my cheeks "I don't wanna talk rn please aap jayein" I said "it's been three months ,kab tak uska intezar karogi wo nhi ayega"
"Usne mere liye itne saal intezar kiye agar hum uske liye kuch mahina intezar kar lenge toh kya hojayega aur waise bhi sab mera galti tha sab-" I sobbed
As papa sit infront of me ,embrace me and caressing my head "agar tum mujhe bolti uss waqt ke tum usse mohabbat karti ho toh mein usse waise kabhi nhi pesh aata"
"Mujhe khud ye ehsas tab hua jab meine usse kho diya" "aur mujhe nhi pata ke wo letter ke baad bhi maine kyu usse wo sab bola,shayad mujhe jealous feel ho rha tha ke wo saniya ke saath date pe tha"
My voice cracked "papa meine usse bahot hurt kiya hai lekin wo usne mujhse sirf mohabbat" tears flowed from my eyes "wo wo letter mein usne jo likha tha wo-"
Yes I got his letter ,that day when fateh called me to meet him in that cafe I went a little too early ,as I was sitting waiting for him ,hamza appeared from nowhere
I was shocked to see his state ,his hair disheveled and eyes red ,when I asked him what happened he told me that he was in love with a girl who was obviously not me and that girl married someone else
I was angry at him that he used me as a distraction but I did that same thing right nvm,i felt pity at him and started consoling him then he stood and I did the same and he suddenly hugged me crying I patted his back soothing him
He left after that and i sat again waiting for fateh ,after 2 hours when he didn't came I stood furiously and started leaving when I stumbled on a bouque ,I bent and picked it up and I wondered who has thrown such a beautiful bouque than my eyes fell on a crumbled piece of paper curiosity entered me and I picked it up
Then the guard standing near the glass door told me that a man has threw it over there when he was looking at someone and he had tears in his eyes
I felt pity on him ,what must have broke his heart ,I opened the paper and- my heart stopped I started reading it