I can't get your name out of my head so I decide to write it down on paper yet again. I lay here breathing deeply as if I cared so heavily for what you once said. I live life lifeless because I'm alive but yet so dead. But someone once said life isn't easy you gotta fight for what you feel is right inside yah head. I don't know who said it but i don't know maybe it was once you. I have fought everyday of my life like im drawing my last and single breath. when I stand stand before the dead I'm alive but not inside my own head. But then again maybe it's all in my head an imagination that was all made up with my last breath.