Lauren Jauregui preferences

she leaves for tour

Y/N P.O.V

"That's great." I hear Lauren say. "Hmmm." I hear as I walk out into our living room holding my 7 month pregnant belly. "Who you talking to?" I ask her quietly. She holds up a finger to tell me to wait a second and I nod.

I quietly walk into the kitchen and make two cups of tea for us. I walk back out and see her just now getting off the phone. "Who was that?" I ask. " management" she whispers back. My face pulls into a frown. "What did they want?" I ask. "Their is going to be a new tour starting up." she replies. "A Summer Reflection Tour." she continues on. "How long?" I ask. " a couple of months." she says. "And you agreed." " I can't exactly say no." She says. "But we are having a baby in two months. You can't just leave me here to have a baby on my own." I almost yell at her.

"I'm sorry Y/N. Don't you think I know that. I do but I can't say no." "I understand." I whisper. "When do you leave?" "Next week. Y/N you have no idea how sorry I am that I can't be there to watch our baby be born. To be there for you when you go through this I'm sorry." She tells me. "I want to tell you it's ok but it's not and I don't think I can go through this alone Lauren."

" We will find a way baby. I promise." "Don't make promises if you can't keep them." " I will be there when this baby is born Y/N." She says as she puts her hand on my huge bump and pulls my shirt up. "Hey babygirl this is your mommy and I can't wait to meet you lovely. I love you so much and I can't wait to finally meet you." She says to my stomach and places a gentle kiss at the top and pulls my shirt down. "I love you." she tells me before she kisses me. It was gentle and sweet and I loved every second of it. "I love you too." I whisper into her mouth.

"Should we start packing then baby?"
I also her. "Can't I just spend some cuddle time with my beautiful girlfriend." she asks me. "of course lovely."

We spend our night cuddled up on the couch watching old love movies and eating popcorn and just enjoying each other's company before she has to leave again.