*warning a little self harm later in this story*
I wake up and get ready for school, I walk outside put in my ear buds and shut out the world.... Walking down the street I see a girl crying, I bend down to the curb and I ask
"hey what's wrong?"
"nothing." she says choking back tears
I sit down next to her as I glance down I notice a freshly new cut on her wrist, I start to cry
"I am so sorry for everything that you have been through, I totally understand if you don't want to talk about it, but I am here to listen." I say as I sit down on the curb
*girl p.o.v*
" well 4 years ago my dad would beat me. He finialy left, after he left my mom would blame me for him leaving she would hit me, sometimes harder that she should. I would go to school, kids would give me wierd looks because my eyes were red from crying it also didnt help that I had brouses everywhere, even when I tried hiding them they would still show.
I soon met Lexi..... We became really close friends I mean really close I told her everything and she did the same. On December 1st 2011 she took her life. I felt so lost without her. So the new year started and on January 1st 2012 I went to go live my grandparents, I started getting Better I got involved in the church I also went to a camp that they offered. I was so happy that my life was changing, this was the life that I always wanted i was happy and I started to love life and stuff.... But I knew that the good wasn't going to last long because on June 13th 2012, i was at camp and the pastor called me into the chapel and he said
"I'm sorry that I'm telling you this but your grandparents got in a car crash.... Your grandpa is okay but .. The driver hit your grandma's side of the car... She passed away on the ride to the hospital. I'm so sorry."
"You ARE LYING!!" I yelled at him
"I wish I was." He said
I ran out of the chapel went to my cabin and I just started crying my eyes out. I felt like I lost my best friend again. When camp was over I, went back home (to my grandpas) when he asks me if I wanted to talk about it I said "no" and slammed my bedroom door. 2 months passed by and I shut out everyone in my life. I felt like dying again. I didn't talk to anyone, on November 10th 2012 I remember my grandpa coming into my room and telling me that he had cancer I didn't believe him... I wish I did because 5 days later he passed away... 10 days before my birthday I was so mad at my self. I had no idea what to do or where to go, so I packed a bag I filled it with clothes, food, water and some other things that ment something to me. I left the house I didn't know were to go. It was 11:00 a.m I figured that church would be getting out soon so I went over to a park a few miles down the road. Someone asked me if I needed a ride somewere and I said "I'm good" and kept on walking . I had no where to go the people who I loved were dead I soon got to the park, I sat down near the corner on the playground and stared into the emptiness of the sky. I noticed some little kids playing was I became jealous because these kids were so happy, they were smiling, laughing having an amazing time, then they go home to mom and dad havinging somewhere to call home.
I was still sitting in the same spot as I was before. I was just about to fall asleep when I felt a tap on my shoulder
"Uh miss are you okay?" I herd the person say
"Yeah I'm fine" I respond back
"Why don't you go home and get some sleep."
"I would but I have no place to go."
"Oh.. I'm sorry how about I take you police station and we call your parents?"
"Okay." I say as I sit up and start walking with the person
Whe we get to the police station, I kinda told the police my situation, they took me into a room were they asked me some questions. They called my mom or how much you can call her a mom. It's been about e
2 years since I saw her. Wow I thought to my self she looks bad my mom looks me in the eyes and says
"honey I've been looking everywhere for you."
"whatever. " I say as I walk to the car
We start fighting as soon as we get in the car.... And all the way to what I call hell now.
*time passes to the house*
I see that nothing has changed, Im surprised that my room is the same I run up the stairs lock the bathroom and just sit on the floor I think to my self why don't I just kill my self *warning self harm* I grab my bad and cut my wrists for the first time in in 3 years. I start crying even harder after I clean up my self I pack a bag again screM at my mom for one last time then I leave thT hell with a bag on my shoulders and I walk a little. I noticed that there was a bus stop near buy so I decided to sit down...... To be honest if you didn't stop I would have been dead by now. So yeah that's my story...... Oh by the way my names Jess...... "
"wow im sorry that all the hell that you've been through....... But I want you to know that I am here for you.... How about I ditch school.. Walk back to my house get some food then go to mall and get you some clothes."
THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey guys I hope for u liked that one... I have been working on this for a while but I just have been busy..... So tell me what u think... Sorry if there is some grammar and spelling problems love u all
