Who I am( Jonnor Fanfiction )

Chapter Scene

Scene

I woke up from my dream smiling. It was one of those lazy mornings. I turned my body to face my cabinet, I grabbed my phone and checked the time. It was 9am on a Saturday morning. I unlocked my phone and saw that I had a text, it was from Connor.

My Con Con: Good morning sunshine, going to play baseball, can I go to your house later today?

I smiled.

Me: Okay, I'll ask my moms

I locked my phone and made my way to the bathroom, Callie was in there. I picked up my toothbrush and took the cap off the toothpaste and the paste got on my hands.

"Haha Jude clean that up." Callie said smiling and laughing.

A smirk appeared on my face.

"Noooooo." Callie repeatedly said.

I placed my hands in front of me and started to chase Callie around the restroom, I won. She had paste all over her pajamas. After I helped her clean herself up and brushed my teeth, I went back to my room to change out of my pajamas. I put on a white t-shirt and some black shorts on. I walked down stairs for breakfast. I saw that only Branden was eating breakfast, "Where's everyone?" I asked.

" Mom took Callie and Mariana to Girl's United and mom had to leave early with Mike."

"Cool." I said seating down next to him. I grabbed the milk and some lucky Charms cereal. A couple minutes passed with complete silence.

"So, how are you and Connor." Branden broke the silence.

"We're okay." I said reassuring him.

"Okay, I mean that's good, you can talk to me about anything."

I looked down at my cereal. I was curious about something but I wasn't sure if Branden was the right person to ask but I did anyways. "Do I not like sports, because I'm gay?" I asked curious about what he would say.

"Well, I don't think that." He responded..

"What do you think?" I asked again wanting a better response.

"Umm, sexuality doesn't define you. Remember that." He said getting up and walking upstairs.

That stuck to me, I finished up my cereal and I put the milk back in the refrigerator. I went back to my room with nothing to do. I never really had anything to do, I grabbed my ipad and I searched for the nearest skate park. It was only a mile walk, I grabbed Jesus' board and made my way downstairs.

"Hey I'm going to um the library." I said as I went past Branden's room.

"I already tried that Jude, where are you actually going?" He said grabbing some music sheets.

"I saw online that the nearest skate park is a mile from here." I said

"Okay, just let moms know where you are at."

"okay." I said walking downstairs. I headed to the skate park with the heavy skateboard. The walk there wasn't so long but the park seemed a bit crowded for my pleasure. I didn't know how to ride the skateboard but it seems easy to me. I placed the board down and placed my right foot on it. I weakly pushed with my left leg and I nearly fell. I looked pathetic that people starred at me. I decide to sit down on a bench, I texted my mom where I was. I started to observe the skateboarders. I got up and went to the other side of the park where there wasn't as many people. I repeated the process but I pushed a bit harder and placed my left leg on the back of the skateboard. I started to wiggle a bit but I was moving, not as fast but I was doing it. I did that many times over and over again.

A few minutes later after my terrible skateboarding practice which I was really happy about, I got a text from Connor

My Con Con: Hey I just finished practice can I come over?

Me: I'll ask my moms again.

My Con Con: Okay, Can you let me know?

Me: Absolutely

My Con Con: Okay! Thanks.

I realize that it was almost eleven. I called my mom, Stef.

"Hey, mom can Connor come over right now?" I asked as she picked up the phone.

"Yes of course, I'm going to be home late tonight. Girl's United is having a girl's night out. I'm meeting your mom and sisters over there."

"Are you sure you are going to enjoy that?" I said teasing.

"Yes, I am really social." She paused. "There's going to be food."

I laughed. I wanted to say I love you. It kinda felt weird. "I love you mom.' I finally said.

" I love you too." She said as I hung up.

That was the first time I ever said 'I love you' to her since the adoption I should have said that sooner but I guess this was the best time. I made my way out of the skate park. I felt really good about myself. I rode the board a little bit on my way home. It took me a bit longer to return home, the sky started to get a bit dark so I hurried a bit more. When I was on my street I placed down the skateboard and I rode it to the house. I made it to the entrance of the driveway and I fell off when I got there. It hurt a lot but I didn't injure myself.

"Jude!" I heard a voice call out. It was Connor.

I moaned a bit. " Connor, I'm fine." I reassured his worried stage.

"Are you sure, I can carry you inside." He was panicking

"I'm sure." I said standing up.

"I'm sorry." He said hugging me.

We went inside up to my room. "Connor's here." I yelled to Branden.

"OKAY." Branden yelled from his room.

I placed the skateboard back under Jesus' bed and I jumped stomach first on mine.

"So you skateboard." Connor teased.

"Shut up." I said.

"No. It's just." He paused. "haha I find it cute."

I turned my body and realize that Connor was laying next to me. Yes he's my boyfriend but I thought that it should feel a little bit weird laying next to him on my bed but it didn't feel weird. I turned to him. " Doesn't it feel weird laying next to me?"

"Why would it?" He asked.

"I don't know, I'm a boy and I like you."

"Yeah, I like you too. But it doesn't because we're friends." He looked at me. "We're boyfriends, and if it makes you feel weird I can sit on the floor." He said getting up.

"NO." I protested grabbing his arm. " It Doesn't feel weird.

"Okay." He said laying back down.

"Hey Jude I don't know if you feel comfortable doing this but-." He paused. "But can I hug you right now?"

I didn't know what to say, but I'm sure it won't feel weird. "Yes you can." I said at last turning to my right facing away from him.

"Alright." I felt his arm wrapping around me. "Thank you." He said softly as he moved closer to me, it didn't feel weird. I didn't let it feel weird because I trust Connor.