kimmi's POV~
im scared. the first time im ever going to make a youtube video, what if people dont like me and i get hate. What if i dont get fans? i had no idea what i was doing but i had to make something for people out there. i turned on my computer webcam that was really bad quality but i had nothing else to make a video with. I pressed record and there was a 5 secound silence till i started talking i told them what i have been through and that you have to live for so much more then just being depressed and at the end of my video i put on a smile and said keep smiling for all the people out there, because i think its pretty important to be happy.
i uploaded it. the first hour 10 views. 10 i thought i would only get 3 if that. People started to comment and said 'i love your smile! can i have it' 'your beautiful!' i scrolled and scrolled for about 5 minutes, until i saw my first hate comment 'i hate you! your laugh everything your a ugly and fat get a life'. it hurt so much. i didnt think i would care so much a small soft tear rolled out of my eye. I wished people did know words hurt. but they didnt.
I was disconnected from the internet for a month, because i didnt have my mums permission to post on to 'youtube' some how she found out, probably because i was crying my eyes out she knew something was wrong. i think she knew she was probably ease dropping on mine and my best friend kellys conversation. Kelly is a pretty blonde and has heaps of views on tumblr and she is beautiful and she was te only one there for me when i was deppressed and i havent talked to her in a while at home but at school i have,It doesnt help me and her have only 1 class together which is music. Thats how we meet i had no friends and she was the 'popular' girl in school and our teacher but on 'change your life' by little mix and i said i loved the song and kelly said me to! and we just lauged and smiled!, then eventually we started hanging out at luch and first break. i some how become her best friend in such a short period of time but its been 4 years now being there for her and here always being there for me.
I checked youtube and i was still logged in and i checked the crap video i uploaded and it hit 45 000 views and i was so suprised i started reading comments and people had thought i died. i replied with 'hey guys i didnt know this got so many views ill make a new video tonight if you want?' 5 minutes later a comment 'YES!!' so i thought to myself i guess im making a new video.
i turned on my camera and started talking to it and what has happend and why i havent been on, or making any videos and i told them how suprised i was when i got that many views and said i cried for ages when i saw my first hate comment. they commented saying 'dont worry there just haters your true fans will always love you! one question do you have twitter?' i replied with 'no' 'get it!!!' i decided to check out twitter i knew what it was but never thought of using it.
' email: kimmismiles@hotmail.com
user: @kimmismiles
i signed up and did my frist tweet, hey guys! australian youtuber dont hate check it out http://www.youtube.com/user/kimmitalks and pressed tweet!
it was a suprise how many followers i got in 5 minutes, 90 wow!! i only just made it to. bit of a suprise! '@jacksgap has followed you' i saw in my notifications, whos that i thought to myself. I get a tweet from him '@kimmismiles hey love your videos should make more!' i decided to tweet back '@jacksgap hey thank you! means alot. 1 minute later '@kimmismiles its all goods i have a youtube chanel as well just search jacksgap.' @jacksgap ok!!'
i checked out his videos he was really funny and cute to a bouns! i saw how many subscribers he has 50 000 nearly to 1 mill! i decide to tweet him! '@jacksgap hey jack! wow didnt know how big you were and i would love to meet you your cute to! ;) hehe and very funny!' he replied with @kimmismiles heyy aww cutiee! thank you! your beautiful! dm me babe!. I ad no idea what was dm i had to google it and it said direct message! i finally found out how to and i just said hey!! he replied 'heyy cutiee! so you think im cute ai;)' i was so shocked with his reply and just said 'hehe yea!' the convo went for a while till i finally had to go to sleep and i knew he did to even though he lived in england! that was the down side he was so sweet and kind.
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hey guys! first chapter hope you liked it! :) kimmi is a huge inspiration in my life you should check her out! she is really beautiful but jacksgap its also another youtuber! hope you like please vote and comment
<3 KEEP SMILING!
