As I lay at my bedpost thinking , should I end it all ? should I just give up this life that I have created ? my fingers starts to twitch. How am I going to tell my mom ? How && when , how the hell am I going to let this out easily ?. As I get up to stand my feet goes numb. I collapse to the floor. holding my belly , and weaping, tears hit the floor. how and why is this happing to me ? Is this a way of god telling me , I got what I deserved ? that this is what life brings , no choices , just go with it ? The lights from outside my room door flickers on , and footsteps approach heavily as it walks towards my door. " Anayisss .... Baby Im Home " the deep voice said. The smell was seeping under my door , the smell of alcohol struck my nose. I switched my gaze to the lock , I had not locked the door. I swiftley got up , and paced to the door. I lend my hand out , and tried to lock it. *Boom* ... and all was dark ..... " Hey Darling , Did You Miss Me ?" The voice faded ....
