Saved By the bad boy....Now that's depressing?

Chapter. 1

Alana>>>>> On The Side:

Another day another dollar is what they say, for me its more like another day another mental breakdown.

I cant tell you how many times i have watched that fast ticking clock by the classroom door, wishing that time would just freeze as i sit in the back of the classroom watching the teacher drone on and on about history.

But like always the final bell rings and i stay and watch the students leave the class chatting excitedly about their lives, well their normal lives.

Im always the last one to leave the class after the bell dismisses us, sometimes i wish i could stay there forever... i know i must be really fucked up to actually rather stay at school then go home well thats my life for you, i walk the short distance home dragging my feet the whole way dreading it with a passion.

i see his car in the driveway but i already new he was there he always here my Nightmare and his name is Derek.

I walk through the front door and i try to sneak up the stairs to my room but like always he sees me, giving me that fake sweetly smile " Hey Alana how was your day?" i know its just an act he tries to act nice to me when his friends are around, they dont know how evil and horrible he really is. " Fine." i murmur quickly so i could hurry up and head upstsairs.

I turn around quickly before he could say anything else, but the whole way up the stairs i could feel his disturbing stare on me the whole time.

i ran in my rooom shutting the door quietly, letting out an exasperated sigh and lying on the bed already knowing my fear is about to come true, and not even ten minutes later I hear the slamming of the front door, and him storming up the stairs he bursts through my bedroom door and grabs me and shoves me on the floor I scream in agony as my head hits the hard cold floor and black dots start to fill my vision.

He repeatedly kicks and punches me screaming out curse words like,

"Worthless bitch" and

"Dumb hoe"

I lay there and wait till it's over like I always have. Finally he yells " You deserve all of this and much worse it's all your fault you should just die you stupid bitch."

Derek walks out my room and slams my door. I know I shouldn't but I believe every word after all the beatings and hurtful words I truly do believe it's all my fault, it's all my fault... I repeat in my head until the pain takes over and I pass out on my bedroom floor.