The Midnight God

Chapter Eleven(Part Two): Loki's Point Of View

She was related to me?! How is that possible and true? I know my father would not have lied to me but he should have a least mentioned that I had another relative on earth that wasn't dead. My father must have known about my mother here, so why didn't he want me here and not on Asgard with Odin our profound enemies at the time.

There is only one person that may know something about this all. Much more than anything that a shoebox of memories from 20 years ago. That one person would have to be Odin he was the last person to speak to Odin before he was killed. In my father's last dying words he may have mentioned my mother from earth, I hope he did anyway. I don't know how I am going to spend another week on earth knowing that someone that I have known all my life could have been lying to me. Odin may know all the answers to my history's secret.

I had to leave, to escape back to Asgard. I cannot just stay here and act like nothing has happened. I wouldn't be at all heartless; I would of course leave Hanna a note before I leave. I couldn't take her with me back to Asgard as it would be frowned upon to revel our realm to anyone on earth. If I was to bring Hanna back to earth she would as sure as anything be placed in a holding cell and not allowed to return to earth. Just in case she was to revel our world, but she is technically from one of our realms so she all ready knew about Asgard. They would probably put me in the cell next to her, just to taunt me or for fun. I wouldn't mind if they locked me up again I just want to be away from Hanna, only because she would remind me how bad my father and step father was.

The only thing I couldn't bear to think was how could I leave Hanna here on earth? She would not know how to control her powers and what if she started to use her powers for not the right cause like I did. Also I cannot bear to think about life without her. Waking up and seeing her readymade breakfast tray lying on the bedside table. Helping me sort out everything so that I can fit in more. She has been so kind and gracious towards me but I cannot stay here with her.

To me, it was worrying about how much I was stressing and how bad I felt about just leaving Hanna. I know I would return after I knew more but I have ...killed before. I wasn't getting felling for her was I?

When I saw Jodi make the heart shape with her hands encasing me and Hanna in the restaurant I must admit I wanted it to be true. I always felt like I would need to either help or protect her. For example when she hurt her ankle, I secretly used my powers to make sure she wasn't in agony. As soon as I saw the pain on her face I lessened it so it still hurt but not as much as before. That strange connection that I thought was love was just purely from hidden family relationships. Then why did it feel more than that? When I talk to Thor, brother to brother, it doesn't feel the same as when I talk to Hanna, half brother to half sister. Maybe it was because we were both from Jotumheim; I had never met another frost giant before I met Hanna.

WAIT... technically she was a frost giant.

My plan to find another frost giant with Hanna's help had worked but she was the frost giant that I was looking for. Being only half a frost giant she must have the non-human power of mind reading but of course she could not turn blue and freeze things and from my point of view she got the better package. Without me being there to help her she would have caused allot of damage. Well at least she knows that I am here for her, though out anything. She has helped me by doing anything that she could, and she has even helped me in ways that she doesn't even know. And what I am going to do? I am going to run away and leave her behind, only leaving her with a note, just like our father. I don't care; I need to do it so that I can know about it both of us. So in a way I am helping Hanna out by going to Asgard.

I pulled the covers of the bed off of myself, relieving myself from the half awake, half asleep state that I was in. Turning on my bed side light I sat on the side of the bed asking myself the same question over and over again: Should I stay here or should I go? I ruffled through my hair and stood up walking over to the window. I could see the moon rising through the clouds, the faint singing of the birds in the trees. I was gazing out of the window when suddenly I saw a figure lurking in the single tree outside the house. As soon as he saw that I could see him he started sprinting off down the road towards the park. Hanna had told me that there were fields of the back of the park and from that direction a bright, bold beam of light fell from the sky. I know what despicable, failure of an adopted brother that was. I had to go now. It was now or never to confront them. If Thor had just passed through the systems security will be easier to get through for at least five minutes.

I put on the clothes that I wore the first time I walked through this door and slung my cape over my arm. I ran down to the kitchen and grabbed the pen and paper on the counter and began writing her note. I had to stop after every sentence to review what I wrote, once or twice I completely scrapped the whole thing and started again. What I ended up with was:

To Hanna,

I am so sorry that I have had to do this. If we both want to find out more, and I think we both do then I have got to go to Asgard. I promise that I will return but by the time you are reading this I will have already left. I love you, my little sister

Goodbye xx

I still feel bad but writing I love you but she has got to know that I do love her, sister or not. I placed it in an envelope I found in the draw and ran back up stairs. Carefully I opened her door and walked over to her bed. I knelt down beside her and placed the note on her bedside cabinet. I sat there for a minute, making sure that this is what I wanted to do. I held her hand and thought about every good memory I had of us together I stood up and started heading to the door guided by the hallway light. Before I stepped out I briskly walked back to Hanna's side and bent over kissing her cheek ever so lightly. If Hanna's powers did work then she would hear what I said. 'I love you, wait for me to return' I left then and not looking back I walked straight out the front door. Saying goodbye to the house, earth and most importantly Hanna.