Opposite poles attract

Chapter 20

Preview

Another flash, another thunder and Jungkook moved to the bed.

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Taehyung's Pov

Jungkook's soft snores are the only thing I could focus on as he slept soundlessly on my bed. As soon as his back hit the bed he was out with light's speed. A part of me is at ease knowing that his fever has gone down so at least he can sleep properly and the thunder storms slowly died down the core reason that drove Jungkook on my bed in the first place. I couldn't help but think of what Jungkook does during thunderstorms when he is alone in this apartment. The mental image of Jungkook shaking and curled up during a storm and no one to comfort him flashed through my brain making my heart drop and stomach churn. If only I could be there for him.

It took all my self control to not get in bed with him and feel his soft figure under my palms instead I sat on the couch opposite and watched him sleep. He was nestled between my sheets curled on my bed. His vanilla baby scent draped over the room and it's like the sweetest drug coursing through my veins. His scent will engulf this room even after he will be long gone. Every night it will serve as a reminder of the most purest thing I ever came across.

He puts on this perfect facade for the world but to me he is the biggest puzzle am dying to solve. I want to strip of that facade and see the raw Jungkook. 

He has a fire inside him and I have seen it time to time. It disappears as fast as it flashes through those brown orbs. I want him to unleash it and I would happily burn in his fire as long as it meant he is the last thing I get to see before my ashes fall under his feet.

Only a psycho like me would seat like this on the couch across the bed and watch him sleep but if any part of my body comes to as close as touching his I can't guarantee what would happen next. 

I can't taint him with my sins.

Before I let my unholy desires get the best of me I silently walk out of my room and make my way downstairs to my private gym. 

Once again, only a psycho like me would want to work out at 3 in the morning but I needed something to take my mind of Jungkook and all the ways I wanted to take him. 

I start with lifting dumb bells and slowly go to the heavier equipments, by the time I was done with my punishing workout it was almost dawn. I let the aftermath of my aggressive cardio and weight lifting take over me, the sweet ache of my muscles dull my senses as I grab a towel and go upstairs. I got in the shower and it took all my will power to not peak over at the bed and study every features of Jungkook's sleeping face. 

I stood under the cold shower and let it wash away all the events from last night. How his smooth hands felt under my fingers, he was so close to me I could have easily pinned him against the wall and take what I had been longing for like a starved man. 

If I was a better man, I would have let him go so that my darkness doesn't bleed into his light but that's the problem I was never a better man. 

Now that I have him so close I refuse to let him go. 

I step out of the shower and put on a robe. The hairs at the back of my neck prick up and my senses heightens, there is someone at the back of the door. It can't possibly be Jungkook he is sound asleep but other then him no one has the ability to break into my mansion and come this far.

My blood burned with a new flame and as soon as I opened the door the sight of Jungkook standing there had me on my knees. His hair tousled and lips pouty and doe eyes wide opened when he realized it was me coming out of the washroom. 

He was so close to me I could feel his breathing become irregular as he was trying to suck in more oxygen, he had to tilt his head up to make eye contact with me as I towered over him by good few inches. 

The effects of my earlier cold shower went down the drain as every nerve end in my body burned with a renewed intensity. I could smell the lingering scent of vanilla baby powder and something else that was so uniquely Jungkook's. 

' Do you need anything ? ' my question seemed to make him come out of his thoughts 

He lightly took a step back, his pale milky skin flushing, the pulse at the base of his throat fluttered, his does eyes widened even more and his breathing became even heavier.

He was aroused. 

I had enough sexual experiences with both the genders to detect when someone was turned on.

Dilatated pupils, heavy breathing, flushed skin.

Check, check and fucking check 

I took a step towards him and I could see him slightly part his lips. It was a mild movement but if I wasn't so hyper focused on his lips like a predator I would have missed it. 

Jungkook took few more steps back but gasped when his back came in contact with the wall behind.

I took my time caging him between the wall and my hard chest.

' I needed to use the washroom ' he breathed out barely forming the sentence.

Up close his skin was even flawless, the flush on his skin crept from this neck to his collar bones, his pale skin turning to a soft shade of pink. I smirked at his reaction as he trembled slightly under my heavy gaze.

' Hmm what was that ?' I asked as I rubbed my thumb over his bottom lips

His plush lips quivered under my touch and I could feel his soft body melting against my hard one.

This boy was never touched before. 

This realization made my blood burn even hotter as I thought about all the ways I can take his innocence. This is the closest I got him and I can easily throw him on the bed and make him mine. 

A whimper escapes his lips as I look at his doe eyes staring at me, filled with fear and something else that I couldn't put a name to. 

The beast inside me thrashed against my ribcage and Jungkook was the only thing keeping me from losing my mind yet for him I was going crazy. 

'' The thunderstorms have died down, you should return to your room. My men will drop you off to your apartment in the morning '' my voice hardens as I deliver the words. I take a step back as Jungkook nods at me his skin still flushed from how close we were. 

'' Thanks again for everything '' he mumbles before quickly scurrying away to the guest room beside mine. 

The coldness of the room settled against my skin. I took out a cigar and let the burning flavor of nicotine replace the baby powder scent I had so easily inhaled like an addict. Being in the same room with Jungkook was worse but having him close enough to see his each and every reaction and feel his skin was heaven and hell both. 

One wrong movement and I would have lost all kinds of self control, as if he was offering himself to me. That boy as no idea what he does to me. 

I have bended enough rules for him and if this keeps going on then I might as well be signing up for my own doom. 

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BYEE!!