One Direction One Shots {rated R}

If we could only turn back time... {Niall}

I wish I was dead. Choking sobs escaped my lips as I fumbled with my keys to my apartment, hoping to escape to the warm shelter of my home from the blistering wind and rain. Gotta love London. I could barely see from the tears in my eyes, but I opened the door and slammed it shut. I collapsed on the floor, leaning against the door while my sobs echoed throughout the house. I tucked my knees to my chest as I cried my heart out. Then I heard a voice that I hadn't heard in a long time.

"Oh my god Aubrey what's wrong!?" Niall said as he rushed to my side.

"H-how, I thou-g-ght you w-were on tour-r?" I said though my sobs as he held me in his arms. Ugh, I've missed him so much. He's been on your with his band for around 9 months and I had no idea he was back!

"I got a break so decided to come see my best friend! But seriously what's wrong Aubrey?" He said in a that soothing voice I loved.

"N-nick cheated on me. And I walked in on him, and he slapped me." I muttered the last part.

"HE WHAT!?" Niall screamed as I saw his eyes flash with rage and his muscles tense. I flinched away from him and started crying harder.

"No Aubrey I'm sorry it's ok angel." He said, calming down. "I'm so sorry." He said, looking like he was tearing up as well. He pulled me into his arms and carried me to the couches.

"What happened?" He asked, rubbing small circles on my back. So I told him everything. From him getting drunk and hitting me, to the countless days I hadn't heard from him. But somehow I always went back. To how he had forced me into having sex with him and took my virginity, while he was drunk and passed out after. To me coming over and him fucking that blonde bimbo. By the time I was done, both of us were crying.

"A-Aubrey I am so sorry. It breaks my heart to see you cry, please don't let him ruin you. Your one of the most perfect people I know, you deserve to be loved and cherished. I'm so sorry" he pulled me I to his arms. Then he pulled away and wiped the tears off my cheek. And then he leaned in and kissed me, not rough or forceful like nicks kisses, but soft, and loving. Like he was worried I would break. We had been kissing for a while, my hands in his hair and his on my back. He pulled away,

"I-I want to try something Aubrey. But only if you want to. He took away your virginity in such an awful way, you deserve to loose it to someone who truly loves you, and respects you, and just wants to make you happy. So can we pretend like he never existed and let me make love to you?" He asked with a blush. I was too shocked for words. I had loved Niall for a long time, but he had never made a move. With tears in his loving eyes and his gentle touch wiping away my tears, I gently nodded my head and leaned in to kiss him again. With more passion but still loving and caring. He pulled me onto his lap and pulled my body into a warm embrace, while our lips said everything I had wished to ear from him in forever.

He lifted my back and legs, so he was holding me bridal style and carried me to my room~ never breaking the kiss. He gently laid me on the bed and hovered over me, his arms supporting his weight, and whispered sweet things in my ears, while he laid soft kisses on my neck. I pulled at some hair at the base of his neck, and brought his lips to mine again. I could tell he was hesitant, and so was I, but I was sure I wanted to do this. I slowly laid my hands on his chest, and pulled his shirt off, only breaking our kiss for a few seconds. I rubbed my hands down his stomach, feeling his very toned stomach and he pulled back.

"Are you sure Aubrey I don't want to take advantage of you." He said, doubt written all over his face. I brought my hand to his cheek, gave him a little pec, and said, "I know you would never do that. I can see how much you care about me, and love me. I wouldn't want to 'loose my virginity' to anyone else in the world." I said with a small smile. He smiled and started kissing me again, and we ended up flipping over so I was on top, and he slowly started to take my top off, leaving him shirtless and me in my bra. He looked m in the eye, and whispered, "so beautiful," and kissed me again. We flipped over again and Niall pulled away and we both sat up. I pulled down his pants and he did the same for me. He kissed for a while when he was I too of me again, and he pulled away.