The day she lost hope.

The day she come out

"Hi guys, i know its weird for me to add you all to a chat together but i really needed to tell you all something important. I'm gay."

It was these kind of moments that made me want to be dead. Honestly, i was already dead. These werent the first people to know, and it wasnt like i had the best group of friends. In middle school and elementary i was that one kid who always said weird things and had greasy hair. My 'blue eye shadow phase' lasted about two years more then average. And, since the only thing i could use to gain any sort of friendship was being funny. I grew up feeling like i was less then good and would never actually have a group of people to rely on. Why wasnt i like the kids who had flawless faces and great bodies. 

"Oh killem!" One reply.

"Lol thats okay." Two replys.

"We support you haha." Three replys.

Four, five , six, seven.

"Dosent that mean you like us?" 

One person isnt okay  with it but that dosent mean everyone else wont be. I think.

"Ew that would be pretty gross."

"You probably only acted like friends so you could flirt with us."

No. Thats not true.

*Macy left the conversation*

No.

*Cara left the conversation*

This cant be happening.

*Jenna left the conversation*

*Stacy left the conversation*

No one is left. 

Maybe tomorrow they will forget about or say they were joking. 

Tomorrow.