Hi my names Brooke and Friday July 31st my whole world came to a end. My older brother, Ethan he commit suicide. Out of my 4 brothers he was the closest to me. I could tell him everything, he would understand. He was only 1 year older than me. It's hard on me, idk how my brother, Ben could feel right now.(there twins) Ethan was so special. I wish I can tell him I love him one last time. He said he didn't feel good that morning so stayed home while everyone went to work. When I came home there were police, fire trucks, and ambulances in front of my house. My mom was on the floor crying and my brothers were in shock. When they brought his body out in the stretcher in a bag I died. Not literally but cried a lot. I've never cried so much in my life. Ethan I love you❤️.
