I feel much better now, now that I have taken you out of my heart. The brokenness tearing deep within me have faded away. The scar you left in my heart made me whole again. I have learned to love myself because I know you can't love me the way I love you. I know I've been expecting too much, I don't even want too. I'm sorry, I know it's easy to say just forget it, but it's hard to forget you. How I wish that all this pain would stop. It kills me knowing that it's hard to leave it all behind. Maybe, one day I will forget you. Maybe, one day when I remember you, I will smile looking back on all I've been through. But for now, maybe, I'll just pretend that it were...all just a dream. A dream that we can say , "it never happened". That when I wake up again, it will all just be a mystery.
-from the person full of expectations
