I woke up in the hospital. I looked over and saw my mom, dad and Jordyn. They were all sleeping. I went to stand up to go to the bathroom and my dad woke up. He stood up and ran over to me. "Hey honey, are you okay?" He said as he hugged me. "Yeah.. I just need to go to the bathroom." I said walking towards the bathroom. When I came back my dad and my mom weren't there. Jordyn was awake and sitting down by my bed. I walked over to her and she just hugged me. She grabbed my wrists and I winced at the pain. "Omg I'm sorry i.." I stopped her and said "Its fine" I said hugging her again. "Hey Dallas, are you ever going to check your phone. It's been going off ever since we got here. I walked over to my stand and picked up my phone. I realized I had 30 messages from Dustin and 20 from Ian. Ian was always a good friend to me. So I went and checked all of Ian's first.
I- Dallas
I- DALLAS ANSWER ME
I- Are you okay??
I- why aren't you answering anyone?
I- I swear to god Dallas.
I- you better not hurt yourself.
I- I know times can be tuff but hurting yourself isn't the answer.
I- Dallas.
I- ??
I- I'm getting worried.
I- Please don't do anything stupid.
I- Come on Dallas.
I- so many people love you.
I- and care about you
I- don't do this.
I- DALLAS
I- PLEASE ANSWER.
I- don't fricken hurt yourself
I- I swear.
I-just tell me youre okay!
I texted him back just so I didn't get anymore messages.
D- I'm okay.. Thank you for thinking about me..
I- Where are you? What happened?
D- can I explain later? I'm tired..
I- sure!
*End of conversation*
I read all of Dustins messages. They were similar to Ian's besides one. I read it carefully and it made me tear up
D- Dallas I know we don't really know each other but you are amazing and I would do anything for you, I know I have had a past of being a fuckboy but I want to change for you, and I really want to spend the rest of my life with a girl who can make me smile over nothing and a girl that can be serious at times and be funny at other times. And you are that girl, I want to get to know you and the only way I can is if you don't hurt yourself.. So please Dallas please don't hurt yourself..
I didn't answer him because my mom and dad walked in with some dunkin. I layed back down and the doctor came in to check on how I'm doing. She left and no one talked. My phone started to go off. I looked and it was Ian. I answered it and he asked how I was doing and he said that I need to text Dustin. So when we got off the phone I went and texted Dustin.
Dallas- hey Dustin..
Dustin- oh my god Dallas are you okay?
Dallas- yeah.. I'm better anyways.
Dustin- don't you ever do that again ! You scared me!
Dallas- sorry..
Dustin- are they letting you go home or are they sending you somewhere?
Dallas- they haven't told me..
Dustin- hopefully home so I can see you!
Dallas- haha
Dustin- well get some rest and I'll talk to you later beautiful ❤
Dallas- okay bye ❤
*end of conversation*
My dad never really wanted me to talk to guys I haven't met but he knew I liked this kid. The doctor walked in and she asked if she could talk to me alone. So everyone went outside and she asked me "Dallas okay you have two choices. Either get sent somewhere or you can go home or someone has to watch you and stay with you at all times for a week." I didn't want to get sent anywhere but having my parents by my side at all times would be so annoying. But I mean they would let me go places as long as I was with someone.. I told her I would talk to her in a minute and asked her to have my parents come in. As they came in they went to talk but I stopped them "so I have a choice. Either get sent somewhere or have someone by my side at all times for a week. And I was wondering if you guys would let me hang out with a friend during that week. Or will I have to stay home." They looked at each other and my dad started to talk. "Only if we know them. Like Jordyn" "thank you dad!" I said as I bugged him. I wanted to go home so I called the doctor in and told her what mh choice was. So she told me that we could go home whenever we wanted. So I got dressed and we left. On the way home we dropped Jordyn off and we went home so I could take a shower and get ready.
