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Lost Him

(edited.) Trigger Warning: self-harm

I woke up with my head on Mark's shoulder, and my hand in his. Jack had left a note. 'Dear Y/N! I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore... For further details... Call me...
- Jack'
I ran into the recording room, to see if Jack was there, but he wasn't. I looked for his car, but it was gone. I went back into the living room, and saw Molly, Mandy, Bob and Wade had gone home. I opened the front door, but no officers. It was only me and Mark. 'Y/N... What's wrong?' Mark suddenly asked. 'Has Jack really left?' I said, and looked sad. 'Yes and so has the others...' 'Wait are they not going to talk to me?' I said confused. 'Yeah Molly and the guys just went home... But I don't know about Jack...'.
The note said: 'For further details... Call me...'. I took my phone, and called Jack.
'Hey it's Jack' It was so good to hear Jack's voice. 'Hey Jack! It's Y/N...' I said nervous. 'Oh hey... I guess you called because of the note?...' 'Yes... I don't understand...'. I heard him sigh. 'I'm sorry...' His voice became sad. 'I have to throw you and Mark out of my apartment, and never come back again...' Jack said. 'What's going on Jack?! Why are you doing this?!'. He sighed again. 'Because I don't want to hurt you...' 'What do you mean with "hurt you"?!' 'I'm sorry! I really am... Just leave please!'. He hung up the phone. Tears started to roll down my face. 'Y/N I'm...' 'NO... Just leave me alone...'. I went home to my own apartment. Weeks past. All I did was watch sad movies, eat ice-cream, cry, I even started cutting myself... Suddenly Jack called me. 'Hey it's me Jack'. I tried not to cry. 'Hey Jack' I said, and started crying. 'Can I come over?' 'Yeah sure'. We hung up, and a minute after Jack was at my door. I opened up, and let him in. I went back to the couch. 'So... What have  you been doing?...' Jack asked. 'Watched sad movies, cried, cutting myself, ate ice-cream...' 'Why did you start cutting yourself?!' Jack said, and took my hand. 'Because you're the only reason not too... And that reason left...' I said and started crying again. Jack stood up, went over and kissed me. 'Your reason haven't left! It's right here and it's never going to leave!'. I looked at Jack through teary eyes. 'Then why did you tell me to leave, and never come back...?'. I took my hand to me. 'I'm sorry... I can't explain' He said sad. 'I want you to leave... But I also want you stay!...'. He didn't get to answer. I hugged him tightly, and cried into his shoulder. He hugged me tightly as well. 'Do you remember the first time we meet?' Jack suddenly asked. 'Yes I do! Lavi introduced me to you! I was nervous as all hell!' 'I remember Lavi came with a beautiful girl, and I was lost in her eyes the second we got eye contact. I love you' Jack said, and kissed my neck. 'I love you too!' We stayed like that for hours, until we got tired and went to bed.