Long Lasting Love (Justin Bieber Love Story)

where am I?

Jordan's POV

Numb. Thats all. I feel nothing. I can't move my fingers, feet, legs, head just nothing. What is happening to me? All I can see is darkness. As I try to open my eyes, it doesn't work. It doesn't matter how hard I try, nothing works. Am I dead? I don't think so, cause if this would be what dead is like, I would be in hell. Dead is somehing peacefull, nothing to worry about. Well that's what I've heard. No I'm not dead. But what am I. What's my name? I don't know. My age? no clue. Date? Nothing. Everything is black, like I've never lived in the first place. This feels so weird.

I hear voices. That means I'm not dead, because you can't hear voices when you're dead, right? Are they talking to me or to eachother? I'm trying to focus on the voices. There's a deep male voice, he doesn't sound very friendly. I think this man is around 35. And there's a really sweet and soft voice, I think she is very young, about 20. I listen to what they say. "Her brainsactivity is getting better everyday, she's waking up soon" says the female voice. I try to listen to what else they say but their voices have fades away already.

But what do they mean with waking up soon? Am I asleep? No, because when you're asleep you can move and open your eyes, when I try things like that all what happens is... well nothing. Are there other things, where You can wake up from? Coma? No that can't be it. I can't be in coma. Why would I be in coma? But there ain't any other explanation. If I'm in coma, how do I come here? I start thinking about everything. Trying to remember who I am, where I live. Who my friends are.

After a while I start to remember the big lines of my life. My name is Jordan and I'm 14. I live in Stratford, Canada. My mom and dad got me when They were 17. My mom didn't want to take care of me so she just left. My dad works alot so he isn't home that much. And the times he doesn't have to work he goes out with friends and they get drunk. My best friends in the whole world are Justin and Jocelyn!

I have to fight this! I need to wake-up. For my dad, justin and everyone I love. My life can't be over. How did this happen?

Then it hit me..

Flashback

'I said don't make a sound!' The man screamed in my face. 'Stop please, just stop.' I whimpered but then before I could do anything he pushed the knife closer. 'Look' I shuddered as he talked and his breath hit my face. 'I know you want me' he smelled so bad. Like alcohol and drugs. His hands were hard as they slid across my face. I don't know what I did. All I remember where his lips coming at me hungrily. I lay there not responding hoping it would stop soon. I could feel the cold metal of the knife against my throat as I began to cry.

I heard his pants unzip and my heart stopped. The worst part, my pants were next. He touched my all over. I felt so sick, disgusting.. As he touched my chest I tried to push him away. He wouldn't budge. 'If I were you little slut I would lay still and enjoy it!' Slap! I felt a stain in my face. Then something happend that really shocked me. I felt someone push inside of me. I started crying harder, the hardest that I've ever cried in my life. It hurted so much! I tried to get away but all I got was a deep push inside of me and the man let out a disguisting moan. Slap! Another slap in my face. I tried to get away again. This time I felt a fist connect with my face and everything went black.