6 Months.. Then I'm gone

Ive never had a feeling that i should live. Like i was a mistake and god put me on this earth to entertainer. I'm not the brightest flower in the meadow, i take that back I'm like a black flower in a colorful meadow. no matter how far away you are you can spot me out easily. My name is April Marie Lockwood, i am 17, I got like Link-west High School. My best friends - Luke and Avery- are dating. They have been dating for "3 years, 9 months, 11 days,4 hours, and 20 seconds 21, 22, 23, 24.."  i snapped out of my thoughts. once again there were my friends counting how long they have been together. i pushed my burger toward them, "I'm not hungry, do you want it?" Luke shrugged his shoulders and was about to grab the burger when Avery slapped his hand. "April Marie Lockwood if you don't eat i will be forced to pin you down a loge food down you throat!" i shrugged my shoulders "I'm just not hungry." I got up, slung my book-bag over my shoulder, pushed in my chair before walking out of lunch. we were only 5 minuets into lunch when i bailed out. 'that gives me an hours and 25 minuets. probably 2 hours. they never ring the bell on time... shame' I opened the school entrance door. i walked out to the tree and sat down and rested my head on the trunk of the tree. I have long brown hair that falls to my butt, gray eyes, and golden skin. I was wearing a flower printed skirt, and a pink baggy shirt with black leather material on the ends of the sleeves. I plugged my head phones in my ears and turned the volume. I closed my eyes and rested. I opened one eye after what felt like 20 min. i looked at my watch and Ive only been 10minuets. I rested my head ' I have to get a life!' and right then and there Jason Jackson A.K.A J.J. walked out of jail they call a school and was walking towards me!