dear you,
yeah, I know. we have changed. with me being gone a lot like a dick and shit, I wonder how you're still with me. I shouldn't be gone all the time like that. I shouldn't leave you alone like that. but, I'll make it up to you. some how, some way. I will. believe me. I even missed the birth of our daughters, which I am terribly sorry for; I feel like massive idiot, and words cannot explain how mad I am at myself. hell, I wasn't even here for most of your pregnancy.. God, im stupid. I just wish I could rewind things and change, you know? I'll make it up to you some how. please believe that I will. I love you so damn much, darling.
- your licking buddy. x
