TWICE IN A ROWW!!! THANK YOU JOSH <333 ALWAYS MY SAVER 😋😋😋😋 (at this point I should just give him all the credit...) YES. INDEED I WILL. CREDIT TO JOSH 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️😼😼😼😼
⚠️WARNING⚠️ HINT OF LANGUAGE
Envy's pov:
I'm doing my hair with disgust. I always think about him... It's... It's scary. I always think of him... But I don't know... What if he doesn't feel the same? What if I'm not good enough for him? What if he thinks I'm a piece of-
Disgust: Envy.
I snapped out of my thoughts.
Envy: yeah?
Disgust: You okay...? You are breathing heavily, you are clutching onto your shirt like a lifeline... You... Seem to be scared... Or in a panic attack.
Envy: W-what? No! I...
I let go of my shirt.
Envy: I'm okay... Just... Thinking.
Disgust: thinking? That's bull. The envy I know is never scared. Never worried... Never OVERTHINKING.
I break down. Sobbing uncontrollably...
Envy: I love him! I love fear! But I'm not supposed to! I can't! It's practically forbidden...!
Disgust raises an eyebrow.
Disgust: Because...?
Envy: BECAUSE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH! I'M JUST A PIECE OF PLASTIC COMPARED TO HIM. HE'S A BEAUTIFUL GEM. TOO BEAUTIFUL, RARE, EXTRAORDINARY!
Disgust snickers.
Disgust: Extraordinary is a first.
I stand up.
Envy: SHUT UP! YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM!
I storm out. Leaving disgust behind.
Disgust: Damn it...
Fear's pov:
OMG I HATE ENNUI. SHE'S FORCING ME TO WATCH TWD. I HATE HATE HATEEE ZOMBIES. IT'S NOT GOOD. I RUN TO ANXIETY.
Fear: OH MA GAWDDD HELPPPAHHHH
Anxiety: YES? YES?
Fear: THE WALKING DEAD.
Anxiety: STOP. THAT'S NOT COOL.
Fear: IT'S EUI EUI'S FAULT.
We run around like idiots. And I see her. Envy. I stop running. Causing anxiety to crash against me.
Envy's pov:
Oh FUCK. I run to... Somewhere. My face stained with tears. I hide. Hide away from pretty boy... Look how close he got to Anxiety... I KNEW HE DIDN'T LIKE ME!
Fear's pov:
All I felt was a shove.
Anxiety: GO GET YOUR DAMN GIRL.
I almost tripped. But I ran to look for Envy. I couldn't find her till I heard sobs near a bed... Envy's bed.
Fear: Vy?
I used her nickname I only used. Her face peeking out... Her shiny eyes filled with tears...
Envy: I'm a monster... I'm a mess... I don't deserve you...
I was taken aback.
Fear: What?
Envy: I'll never be good enough... I'm just... I- I LOVE YOU. BUT I'M SCARED. SCARED I'LL HURT YOU. SCARED I'LL SCARE YOU. SCARED I'LL RUIN EVERYTHING.
Her voice cracks. It shatters my soul.
Fear: You... Love me?
I repeated in disbelief.
Envy's pov:
No backing up now... I can't just take it back...
Envy: I love you...
I whispered.
Envy: I'm sorry...
He rushes towards me. Sitting next to me and pulling me into an embrace.
Fear: I love you too, Vy... And you are perfect under my eyes... Beautiful in every way I can imagine... More than beautiful. More than pretty. And I adore that. I adore your beautiful big eyes... The way you admire everyone. They way you care for everyone. You aren't a monster... You are... You are a beautiful flower... Way more than beautiful. You don't scare me... You... You inspire me. You are... You are everything to me. Worth more than anything to me... More than Riley. That's how much I love you. It... It hurts if I'm being honest... But that's love... Am I right?
A tear escapes my eye.
Envy: It does...
Her eyes are still watery.
I hold her closely. Telling everything I love about her. About how perfect she is. I love Envy and I'm proud.
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BRO. THE GREATEST BY BILLIE WAS PLAYING WHILE I WAS WRITING. NGL I'M SOBBING MYSELF. ANYWAYS CHENPEZ 4 LIFE<33 LOVE YOU, BOOTS!
