Traumatized ~Phan (One Shot)

Traumatized ~Phan

WARNING: ABUSE, RAPE AND VIOLENCE, IF ANY OF THIS SOUNDS TRIGGERING TO YOU I WOULD ADVISE YOU NOT YOU READ....

Author’s: Rp with me and thechemicalkilljoy,

Me (Phil’s and Brian’s POV or every other sentence starting with the first) 

thechemicalkilljoy on tumblr (Dan’s POV or every other sentence starting with the 2nd) 

Dan and Phil shared a flat for awhile now, everything was perfect, endless night’s of watching Buffy and Playing video games, life was perfect for them. till one day Phil’s uncle Brian comes to move in for awhile, Dan didn’t mind at first, everything was still going good, Phil and him would still do all that stuff together, but everything went down hill from then on, him and Phil barley talk and Brian gets in the way of everything, the thing Dan hates worst of all is when he will sneak into his room and make him do things with him, he could never tell Phil he loves Phil to much and knows how much he loves his uncle and how much he loves him being there and Dan doesn’t want to ruin that. 

Dan was sitting cross legged on his bed, staring into space as he tried to block out all of the painful memories of the past few weeks, all the late nights, all the threats and the false “I love you”s that were used to get Dan to stay quiet and not tell Phil; He heard the sound of feet shuffling outside his door, in a state of panic he scrambled under his bedsheets and pulled them up to his head, he closed his eyes and concentrated on his breathing - maybe if whoever was outside thought he was asleep they’d leave him alone. Dan scratched at his hands under the covers to try and keep himself distracted from the thoughts spinning in his head.

 Phil laid in his bed listening to music, he couldn’t stop thinking about Dan and how he missed him. Phil frowned at the thoughts of him and Dan fading apart and barely talking anymore, Dan was so distant and the worried Phil. He laid there with his eyes closed as he listened to muse. Brian quietly went towards Dans room as he stepped in silently, walking over to Dans bed as he pulled back the sheets, to see Dan laying there.

As the sheets got ripped away from his body Dan could tell that the mystery person outside his door had intact been Brian, his breathing hitched when he thought about what would happen next, he allowed his hands to fall weakly, stopping the scratching. “If i’m quiet he’ll go away, he’ll let me sleep, just stay calm Dan, its okay, you’re okay” Dan silently told himself, using what little hope he had left to tell himself he was going to be okay, he kept his eyes shut tight in an attempt to stop the tears escaping.

Brian saw that Dan was asleep, he sat down next to him as he played with Dans hair letting his other hand, rub up under Dans shirt. Brian softly kissed Dans cheek trying not to wake him up just yet. Brian slowly climbed a bit more onto the bed, “Your so cute when you sleep” Brian whispered into Dans ear as he continued to kiss him letting his hands explore Dans body seeing no movement from the younger boy under him, he grinned as he slipped up Dans shirt slightly kissing him.

Dan whimpered softly as he felt the light touch against his skin, the contact making his skin burn as Brian trailed his hands over his body. The gentle whispers seemed so much more in his head, the words sounded like strong screams penetrating his ear drums. Dan couldn’t help but to let out a small pathetic whimper as Brain clambered onto the bed and started leaving kisses against his skin, his heart skipped a beat, he felt so dirty and disgusting but there was nothing he could do apart from sit and take it. “P-please, not today” Dan whispered, his voice cracking as he spoke.

 Brian looked up at Dan as he spoke, “Look who decided to wake up” Brian whispered as he scooted up to kiss Dan on the lips, as he turned him over to face him, he straddled him buckling their hips together. Brian kept his gaze at Dan as he slowly went down letting his hand slid across Dans body as he did, completely ignoring Dans whimpers. Brian slowly began to pull down Dans pajama bottoms throwing them to the floor, still leaving little kisses on his stomach as he palmed him through his boxers teasing him a bit.