Fixing You

Part 1

Constant sobs coming from Dan in his room.  Phil puts his ear on the door.  "Dan? ..May I come in?"   Dan quickly tried to fix himself up but, fails to do so. "Dan?"     "Ye-Yeah come in."  "Dan, are you alright?"  "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm happy."   "Are you sure Dan?"  "Positive, I'm happy."   Phil sat on Dan's bed and motioned Dan to sit by him - Dan did.  Phil put his arm around Dan as Dan tries to hold back sobs.  "Come talk to me, if you need to. Anytime, even if I'm doing something. I'll stop for you. I care about you Dan, you mean everything to me."  Phil gave Dan a tight hug  "Thanks, Phil." Dan didn't seem to want to talk. He was acting as if, he didn't have any other emotion other than sadness. Phil walked out of Dan's room to his room, as in the process of doing so, he looked and smiled back at Dan.  

Phil's P.o.v

I really need to find out what is wrong with Dan. I want to make him feel better. That's the number one thing I want - and need to do. I love, Dan. He knows that. But, ever since we broke up, he's never been as happy as we were together. I'm still thinking we should get back together but, hiding it from the phans - I don't think we can do that. We didn't hide it well enough when we were dating. I don't want people knowing we were dating. I can't let people know I was dating a guy! I'll get so much hate.. I want to make him feel better sometime. 

 Dan's P.o.v 

Phil's so caring. But, I just don't think I can live any longer for him. I feel like he's the only one who truly cares about me - yeah I have phans but, I don't know them all personally.  I'm constantly thinking of...Phil and I..just..us. How awkward it is between us and how bad I need him. He doesn't like me anymore. All I really can think about is faking a smile for everyone - committing suicide - Phil - Not being good enough - Why is life so hard? Why can't it always be happy, I guess it doesn't work that way and never will.