Tamar was 3 months early. I was so scared for her. All i could think about was taking her to the hospital and the safety to her and her baby.
I could tell kenny was upset and i was too.
"Its all about Tamar aint it" yelled Traci.
Traci not now,i added.
" She den ruined your wedding and you taking her side"
--- what you mean sides? The hell are you talking about. Our sister is in labor.
.. Traci walked out.
I just felt like crying. It was supposed to be the best day of my life but , it slowely began becoming the worst.
The doctor walked out with an unusual look on his face . he shook his head as if he was saying no and i was frightnend.
"So what happen?" Asked trina.
"The baby didnt make it.And....."
And what? What about Tamar?
She still remains unresponsive but we are gonna run some test.
" what the hell are tests gonna do"? Asked mommy.
She had some complications.
What kinda complications?asked towanda.
Breathing complication .he added
At that moment everyone began to greive. I was silent,i had to show i was able to take the big sisters role in situations like these.
____ the room got silent ____
I went into the bathroom and fell into a deep sleep. A sleep that which brought me back to reality to when i was still walking down the aisle with my father.
I was so relieved.
Toni, are you ok? My father asked as we were half way to the preist and kenny.
Im fine..
My father let go of me as we arrived and kenny held my hands.
We kept smiling at one another and before we knew it, it was time to kiss.
He leaned and and pulled me close to him as he slowely kissed me. It felt as if we were in the middle of making love. He tried French but i didn't let him, that was for tonight.
At the time of the reseption,Tamar was acting a little weird. I was getting concerned.
I walked over to her and began conversating.
You ok taymee? I asked.
"No,i actually have to go."
Why you leaving?
"I don't feel so good"
Tamar i don't want you to go , but i understand.
"Im sorry"
Yea ok.
I went to ly on my bed and think,i wanted to be alone.
But kenny folowed me. He
Kept me company until the party was over. And the house was silent.
I got undressed and went into the shower as kenny followed .It was the first time we showered together so i felt a little nervous.
When we were done i stepped out and got into my red silk robe. I walked out and sat on the bed and began lotioning.
Kenny took off his robe and watched me.
He came over and undressed me as my pink panties began hugging his mouth.
He kissed me and whispered in my ear."give it to me"...
"Make love to me"i added.
He began kissing me from top to bottom.yet, he never got a boner.
So i began giving him a hand job as he tried putting it inside my mouth.
"Kenny i love you,but no balls are going inside this hole try further down" i said.
He began pushing his peanus against my clit and i began moaning really loud as he kissed my stomach. It was the best love making in a long time.
When i awoke the next morning he wasnt in bed. He left a note saying " going to get breakfast" on the table.
When i was finished packing for our honey moon. I went downstiars to find him lying on the floor. Damnear dad.
