The next day either Casey or Sarah didn't come to school.I was so sad cause of this situation and i asked Niall to talk to Casey and tell her that i wanna talk to her but not causing pain to Sarah.Niall did so.He went to Casey's in the afternoon and told her that i wanted to talk to her.She took a look at Sarah and she nodded.Tomorrow Casey decided to come to school and i was very pleased.
MY POV:
Okay i was at school.Sarah was still too sad,she didn't come but Niall stayed with her in our home.I went to the class and just gave Zayn a smile.I sat down very worried 'bout Sarah.I was trying to concetrate in the lesson and for a moment i forgot about the things that were happeninig around me.Then when the lesson ended Zayn took my hand.I asked:
--Where are you taking me?
--Just come with me and you'll see.
After some seconds we were in the yard behind the school.It was like a place where students used to hide.There was a table there and we sat down.Zayn started talking:
--Well,Niall explained me the whole situation.I know what had happened between you and Sarah and i feel really sorry.Look!That's true that Sarah is really so cute and kind with me.But these days,when you were absent i really felt so lonely.You make me smile Casey,you make me feel happy.And i think....I think....i think that i'm in love with you.
As he said these he started to look at my eyes and was holding stronger and stronger my hands.Then he continued:
--Now it's your turn to tell me how you feel.
OMG what the heck???i can't tell him 'bout my feelings,i'm so shy,i just can't."UMM...UMMM well,i just had a crush on you that's all,but we're just friends okay?Nothing more.After Sarah's behaviour my feelings for you were gone." i answered
--"oh come on,i know you're lying at me.But if you're feelings were gone then,why did you knock yourself in the room crying??U could talk to Sarah and told her that u didn't like me." he laughed.
--"Well i just did it for the sake of my friendship with her okay?Can't you understand?I just wanted her to be happy,i didn't do anything for you" okay i understood i was lying and in the words i said i saw an egoism.
--"What?I didn't think you were so selfish Casey.I was shown so stupid in your eyes.Okay forget everything i told you.We're done." he was so angry and he left.As he was going towards the school i thought:"Why should i hide anymore,i can't stay without him cause i...love..him."
--"Hey Malik" i shouted and he turned around.
I walked towards him.As i reached him i started talking:"Okay,i have to tell u.I can't keep my feelings inside me anymore.Look,well...i've fallen in love with you too Zayn.It was a love at first sight.You don't kow how much i've agonized for you.I didn't talk to u,i didn't text to you and everyday i was like dying inside me.I can't handle it anymore without you.If you want us to be just friends it's okay but i want you to know that you'll always be my first love and there will always be a place for you in my broken heart" and i started crying.I felt so bad and i started to leave but that Zayn took my hand and kissed me gently and passionately.I liked it a lot and it was one of my best moments.I wished it never ended but we were interrupted cause the bell rang again.Zayn dried my tears and told me:"You'll always be mine and i'll never let you go away from me." He hugged me and we walked together towards the school.
