Chapter 11.

135 7 3
                                    

SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER IS -

JAR OF HEARTS - CHRISTINA PERRI.

I curse as I look at my attire, I don't even want to attend class but I have to, I need to study for exams and I can't stay away from my problems.. That's just it,

Harry is not my problem anymore, I will not let him ruin my Prom, my graduation or the rest of my pathetic Senior year! I fell for him, hard.

I - I love him.

I am in love with Harry - it's like one of those loves in the novels, like Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth, he is my own personal Mr. Darcy. I have such strong feelings towards him, I can't believe I fell for him and he... He didn't fall for me.

He went out with Ms. Tina, he said he had a meeting. Wait, maybe a meeting with Ms. Tina?

No, no no. It can't be. He was holding her hand and she was wearing a short tight dress and she kissed his cheek, THAT was not a meeting.
He showed such elegance and politeness - it was a date.

Harry was in a clean cut suit, he looked happy.

Skipping class goes through my mind, no I can't.

I won't hide - I have to confront him, or just ignore him. I have so much anger towards him right now.

"Ugggh." I groan, swinging my bag over my shoulder, I have to get some new clothes and a new book bag after school.

I set an alarm to 3:30 to remind myself that I need to go to the mall after school. A thought comes too mind, I wonder if Patrick would want to join me, help me get my mind off of things.
I have to tell Patrick about Harry ... I have to.

But what if he is totally against it and tells the school board?

I shake my head, he would not do that. Patrick is my best friend and he isn't the type to do such cruel acts.. Right?

Patrick would hear me out.. Listen and understand.

--------------------------------------------------

"Now students, I want you to study these notes from now on for the rest of the week," Ms. Tina begins to say, writing on the board lists and times of our Exams and what we need to study and whatnot. Ms. Tina has sparkly silvery six inch heels on, and red stiletto nails and you can notice that she has lip injections. Her bleach blonde hair is placed in a perfect rolled up sock bun on the top of her head.

"I want you students to do well on these tests!" She squeals, a big smile placed on her lips, which causes me to roll my eyes ; I can tell she is being fake.

Ms. Tina annoys me, like who dresses like that? Like she is a teacher and she dresses like a perky, annoying teenager. She is almost forty, well she is thirty eight.

Harry is only thirty - what could he possibly see in her?

She is .. Successful and older and more 'experienced' Of course he would like her ; how could I compete with that? I'm a eighteen year old, turning nineteen in a few months that is inexperienced on sex and kissing and stuff - I don't have a big income and I'm very naive at times. I am a little chubby and I have really thick thighs, like I seriously dislike them. I could be bitter at times but I can also be very romantic and creative ; I have a lot of insecurities and I'm bossy. I'm a virgin, obviously and I have never made out with a boy before ; I eat like a pig and I don't like physical activities, I try my hardest to avoid any exercises but I have to admit that I like going to the gym to punch a punching bag at times when I am pissed off, and I only have one friend.

Harry is really successful, I mean he is a Principal at the age of thirty and has a Masters degree, he is really good-looking and he has a great sense of humor at times, he knows how to talk to people and connect with students very easily - not even by his charms or good looks ; he is just genuinely nice and kind.

My Principal. (H.S.)Where stories live. Discover now