Late Night Ramblings

My Life Sucks.

I know none of you care but ima do this anyway.

 My parents are getting divorced, I have to go to court and explain whats been happening at home, My brother is a butt and He is very annoying and every time I'm in a bad mood he points out that he's going through this too and I he isn't acting this way WE REACT DIFFERNTLY I AM NOT YOU. MY EMOTIONS ARE MINE AND NO ONE ELSES. I am an emotional wreck. My brother and my mom constantly fight and my mom feels its necessary to take me to a therapist. I HATE IT. IM FINE INTILL I GO TO THE DANM THERAPIST THEN I CRY AND SWEAR AND GET REALLY MAD. I GET THATS WHAT ITS SPOSE TO DO BUT IM PERFECTLY FINE NOT HAVING A EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I have to go again tomorrow and I don't want to go. My dad is an alcoholic. That's fun. YAY DRUNKEN FATHER. They tell me not to say this stuff but I cant keep it bottled up anymore. MY LIFE SUCKS. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. WHY CAN'T IT BE NORMAL. WHY CANT I BE YOUNGER WHEN THIS WASNT A PROBLEM. WHEN I WASNT SCARED OF LOSING THE HOUSE AND HAVING TO MOVE OUT OF TOWN. WHY IS GOD HANDING ME THIS CRAP. I DONT DESERVE IT. NO ONE IN MY FAMILY DOES. WE BARELY CAN AFFORD TO LIVE IN THIS HOUSE WERE IN NOW. I NEED TO STILL GET SCHOOL SUPPLIES. WHY. WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY. why... :'(