Late Night Ramblings

Asdfghjkl TRAPPED IN A BLACK HOLE OF DRAMA

Write what you know ,so they say
I don't know what to write
Or the right way to write it
This is Big
Lady don't screw it up
This is not some vaudeville I'm reviewing
Poor little kids verses rich greedy sourpusses
Ha! It's a cinch
It could totally write itself
And let's pray it does
Cause' I may have mentioned
I have no clue what I'm doing
Am I insane
This is what I've been waiting for
Well that plus the screaming of ten angry editors
" It's a girl? It's a girl! How the hell? Is that even legal?"
Look just go and get her
Okay what the actual heck am I doing...
So basically that the song I sing whenever I don't know what to write.... Ugh I'm just a weird mess right now
I don't want to do into detail but
Yeah so

it's just I'm really ticked of because one of my friends has been ignoring me and I've don't nothing but be a good friend to her and now she would rather talk to a random person than me and I've done nothing that could possibly tick her off. So basically I was talking to her and then one of the people she just met came up and waiting like a polite person would and she just turned around when I was in mid sentence and walked away talking to that other person. And the worst part is that I told her how I felt and she just said " You're the one ignoring me" and ugh I hate drama because I had enough of stupid girly drama from elementary school that everyone had to be a part of. And I'm in between two different  enemys . So with that enemy thing it's like I'm friend with two people and those other two people hate each other and they come to me to talk about how much the other one annoys them and I don't tell either of them what's being said and I don't want them to hate ME so I'm just stuck and I don't want to drown in this ridiculous girl drama. Like I said that other girl that's ignoring me when I told my mom about it she just said to have a sleepover and work it out. So I did and we had a great time together, but still it's just like before. And this is a stupid reason but on a social " network" ( to not be named) she posts all these things about " national friend day!" And she tags me in none and one time I commented " oh thanks😑" because she didn't tag me and she deleted it so that shows that she read it.

Ugh I don't want to create even more drama so I really can't do anything except forget/ lose about a friend that I had great memories with and  let my close friends tell me how my other close  friend is annoying or dumb or spotlight hogger. I just want to get out of the role my " friends" are putting me in!