Nikki's P.O.V
life is hard as it is now but life is only what we make it so maybe we stop sitting on your asses and do something it might be so different.
See I would have never though I would ended up here but look at where I am now, hell if you came up to me and told this shit I wouldn't believe. the first thing I would have said is that you area one crazy son of a bitch and you need to be put a jacket or something.
everybody consider themselves different and never the same but its all on you though even me I cant say I am different with out a reason but its the fact I am sitting her think what to do next . When I look back on everything that happen it seems so unreal .
*knock, knock*'
"come in" I couldn't believe who was at the door , I don't know how to act or what to even say
"Hey nikki" .......
oh dear lord what have I done , what can I do to get out of this ,why the hell is my xboyfriend is at my door!!!!!
"Go to hell you son of a bitch , why the hell are you here"
"YOUR MOTHER CONTACTED ME AND TOLD ME EVERYTHING!!! why would she do that to me what she said last time wasn't hurtful enough she just had to call my x Kyle to come ,damn
"what did she say now .....w..why are you here Kyle?" I am so scared there is a reason why me and Kyle aren't together any more and its a good one.
"awww nikki dint cry it doesn't make you look any better ,you are still a fat slut"
I didn't notice that I was crying but hell I had a good damn reason, then it hit me like a wave the flashback of that night and the night my own mother didn't believe its like hell all over again ,OH DEAR GOD HELP ME!!! Kyle started to walk closer to me ,I cant take this.I finally black out from all this stress, the last thing I saw was Kyle looking at me with a wicked smile that I now very to well.
