apologize

you cant make me like you

i wont apologize

because i know it was you

who filled my head with lies

you told me you loved me

and fool i was, believed you

but it was a trickery of lies and deceit

over and over in my mind i repeat

when i saw you two laughing and it broke my heart

to know that you and her are together

for 6 months ago you said we would never be apart

that we were as blissfully sunny as the weather

i made a mistake to check your messages

but if i didnt, i would not have known

i found out i was right you were seeing someone else

and your true colors were shown

you tried to apologize for causing me pain

but all you did was drive me insane

you tried to comfort me and make amends

to be sure that we would always be 'friends'

but you shattered my heart and ripped my soul away

only to trample on it and watch it slowly decay

so I devised a devious plan

As so to makes you pay

my plan was a simple  trick of telepathy

i couldve done to you what you did to me

all i had to do was make sure

that she knew what a jerk you were

but my plan went wrong when i got that call

and it was like getting crushed by a wall

i heard you broke up with her and was coming to see me

and on the way up the mountain you crashed into a tree

your death was a shock and i almost died too

i didnt know what to think, i didnt know what to do

I remember it, all the  torment you put me through

"go to he**" was the last thing I said to you

and now i read this in front of your grave

my heart yet again is broken

for when you died something died inside

something that can never be spoken

i apologize for those poisonous words i said to you

and i hope you will forgive

and now i know that life is precious

and the real love is to live.