Remember When...

•Chapter 5•

•Marissa's POV•
Once we all got to the lobby everyone was discussing where they want to go eat.

"I say we go to Taco Bell" Nash said

"I think we should go to Golden Corral" Jack j said

Everyone nodded and agreed to go to Golden Corral.

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We all loaded out of the car and headed inside. There wasn't much people here which is a good thing since we have so much fans. Matt kept standing next to me and it was kinda weird so I kept walking away and went to stand by Amanda which was next to Hayes.

"Is everything okay?" Amanda asked

"Yeah everything fine" I said with a smile

The waitress took us to one big table of course since there so many of us. I was the first one to come back with my food. I sat down and felt someone sit next to me. Expecting it to be Amanda but it was Matt.

"What do you want"

"You don't have to be so bitchy"

"And you don't have to sit next to me"

Before he could respond Bart came around the corner and sat down with his food. He looked at me and Matt confused.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yea-" Matt began to say but I cut him off

"No it's not!"

Just then everyone sat down with there food.

"Well what's the problem" Bart said

"I don't know if any of you girls realize this but... All these boys right here" I said pointing to each individual boy.

"They are our old high school bullies. Remember all the pain and crying that they put us through"

All the girls looked shocked.

"Oh my god marissa get over it! It was a long time ago" Matt said

"I don't care how long ago it was Matt! It was a living hell! You guys made all of us girls want to kill ourself cause of how bad you guys treated us" I said with my voice cracking.

"Listen-" Cameron began to say but I cut him off.

"No you listen. How many suicide Does it take for people to realize what you say fucking matters"

At this point I was in tears. The girls were breathless and shocked at everything. The boys being our old bullies, and everything that came out of my mouth. Everything I've always wanted to say to them without getting hit or kicked for it.

"I'm leaving back to the hotel. I'll see you guys there." I said while wiping my tears and grabbing my phone off the table.

"How are you gonna get to the hotel?" Emily asked

"I'll take a cab"

•Amanda's POV•
I can't believe that all happened. I'm sitting right next to the boy that made me want to take my own life.

I've never seen marissa more upset my whole life. All the girls were shocked and kept eating in silence until Cameron broke the silence.

"Listen we are so so sorry for what happened in the past" Cameron said

"We were stupid kids trying to look cool in front of everyone at school" Shawn said

"Yeah we're really sorry" Nash said

"We are different guys now" Hayes said

"And if you give us a chance" Jack j said

"Then we will prove how much we've changed" Matt said

"Okay" amber said

"So you guys will give us a second chance?" Nash asked

"Yes but if you ruin it, there will be no more chances" I said

"What about marissa?" Jack g asked

"What about her?" Jordyn said

"Will she forgive us" Cameron said

"I think Matt should talk to her" I said

Matt nodded. Everyone agreed and finished eating.