firery love(satomi x natsume book 2)

~7~Day out

~A/n~ I'm so sorry I haven't been updating recently.

~satomi's P.O.V.~

I finished my dinner and had a nice conversation with ciel. I felt that natsume was glaring at ciel the entire time. 'What is with guys these days?' I asked myself sighing. I dismissed myself and went to bed. Little did I know natsume and ciel had a fight while I was asleep.
~next morning~
The next morning I wake up and get dressed and the usual. I get into the dining room to find Sebastian picking up broken things. "what the hell happened here?" I asked sebastian."You see ciel is a bit jelly that his long time friend is.... Well I actually shouldn't be telling you this so nevermind. Just disregard what i said. " sebastian says. "Satomi!" An angry Natsume yells walking in. "yes, Natsume?" I ask curiously. "Who do you chose?!?!?!? Me or Ciel?" Natsume shouts angrily. "What do you mean?" I ask confused. "You know what i mean? Who do you love???" Natsume asks again. "You're my boyfriend of course I love you.Ciel is just a childhood friend we have a mutual understanding." I explain. "Tch, that's not what he said." natsume retorts. "Well i don't know what he said about me then." i say honestly confused. "You're such an idiot I don't even know why I said i loved you. I'm breaking up with you." A furious Natsume says. 'Don't show your tears, Satomi. You're strong.' I kept repeating in my head. "Thank you for being honest with me." I say running out the doors into the full city.

~Natsume's P.O.V~

'I don't know what came over me. Satomi i'm sorry. I don't deserve you I said such horrible things.' I thought to myself processing what just happened. "You're right you don't deserve someone who you hurt, but if you make it up to her you do.She is very sensitive, and she loves you so much. If you take away the most important thing to her she will break." Sebastian said beside me. "Where is Satomi???" A furious Ciel yells stomping in. I put my head down in shame. " you idiot. It's the remembrance day that my family died in the fire. She blames herself from not saving me. She already will have a tough enough day. You just made it worse, so you either fix it or i will. She is probably crying her eyes out about to kill herself." Ciel says angrily rushing out the door.

~satomi's P.O.V.~

"I loved him so much and this is what i get in return. I can't deal with this. It's already my fault i couldn't save Ciel from the fire. I can't do anything right, I'm so weak. Why can't I be stronger???" I say crying my eyes out next to a bridge crossing a river in the forest. "you want to be stronger?? Then follow me." a strange voice says as small light orbs float away. " who is there?? Show yourself!!" I yell into the air. The next thing i know everything is black.

~blacked out dream~

There is a small red orb. I slowly get closer trying to grasp it in the pitch black darkness. It slowly comes forward it's red light engulfing me. It burns. "Mama??? Papa??? Where are you??" I hear Ciel's childish voice say. The house starts burning. I see my small form running off to safety. " Ciel, are you okay?" my small form asks panting "Ciel?? Where is Ciel?!?!?! Ciel, where are you???" my tiny form asks crying out to the burning building. Anger flashes through me. " Please let him live, he didn't do anything...please." I wish something, someone would save him. Praying to the gods, demons anything that could save him. Just then I saw Sebastian and Ciel make a contract. I felt somewhat relived, but worried for his future. It started to change scenery. The ground began to shake and my vision was blurred as i started falling into the abyss.