Maki x Nico - "Missing the Past" ENG

"The Television"

I looked at the television, there she was, her glossy black hair tied with two pink bows on either side, with a slight make-up, her bright red eyes just looking directly at me, I felt a pang ... ..Nostalgia maybe? Suddenly i just feel tears running down my face, lay my head on the table and my red hair invades my vision,just leaving a small field of view and seeing hr through my hair, I begin to sob, remembering the good old days ... When I would see her? When you return? when would i smell you, hug you...and your feelings ...?

Since that afternoon nothing back to being the same, the feelings shared at the terrace, the first Maki kiss stolen out of nowhere after a confession that she very happily reward. I take my fingers to my lips recalling the warmth and feeling of comfort that those lips brought me, I cry more, more than ever I feel alone. I live alone in a big house, working in the hospital that my father owns, the Nishikino hospital, as my parents always dreamed, only that person knew my real dream and wanted me to follow him, I know a lot of people, but no one knows me ...

I decide to give up and wipe her eyes, I called the hospital to say  I wasn't feeling very well, it wouldn't work, just wanted to be only immersed in my nostalgic thoughts, of course my father would deduct almost half of my ordered, although im his daughter it is more stringent to me than the rest of personnel, although most people think otherwise. I turned off the television for not remembering more that very special person in my heart, I breath and turn to the room in a slow pace, dragged, half dead, I let my body fall into bed, hug the pillow, continuing to think about that people, i started to cry again until I fell asleep.

I wake up to my phone ringing, the song "Cutie Panther" of BiBi, I look at the phone even with eyes red and swollen from crying "Rin: 3," I answer with a voice through nasal "Yes?" Across one hysterical voice and very familiar "Hey Maaaaki-chaaan !! You want to come for a walk-nya? "I sigh and roll my eyes, how could this girl still remain with this energy after so long ...? I just say "... .I-I don't know ... I'm not much of an appetite today ..." Rin stopped and asked a little worried "Are you ill, Maki-chan?" I replied super fast and without thinking "N-No! No way! "Rin started to Hanayo from what I noticed as I heard the shy but sweet voice of Hanayo" If you are not sick ... .It may be that you have been crying? "I would give an answer if it were not so surprised, but I could not then speak tears fell again, did everything to be quiet, not even sniff,  sob and tried to disguise my voice to the max for those two do not realize "N-no ... it's just ..." Rin replied immediately interrupting me " we are on the way-nya! Waiting for us Maki we'll cheer you on! "And before I could say anything they hung in the face.

I sighed, a long, deep sigh, this was definitely not my day, I got up out of bed with difficulty, to get dressed, since those two came here to home, I take a quick shower before that to take this my crestfallen air,  when passing the room i looked at the TV "All because of that damn news, does it still remember our promise?" I thought, and recalled again past, an oath of little fingers, how we never would forget each other, "I never forgot you ... ..but sure you have forgot me after so long, so many concerts so many people that you know ... .From sure you fell in love you for someone better than I .... "My heart clenched,  and before starting to cry again , Iwent off to prepare.

Rang the bell, I knew that would be the RinPana that everyone loves, two nice girls, a light brown hair and a very sweet and gentle black eyes, but also very scared, lit up-a lot when speaking of idols, or rice, ah ah ah this Hanayo ... The other is Rin, Rin is athlete, short orange hair and yellow eyes, that look like the sun, always lively, loves to talk less on her own, I even realize they are a couple, a couple super cute lovey dovey ... well it's time to go open the door.

I yawn me before opening the door and I find myself with the two, Rin shoots up in a hug me, I hug tight around as needed and this embrace, but off before i start to cry, do not understand what goes with me today, I'm very needy, Hanayo hands me a bag with candy and says grinning from ear to ear "To cheer you ..." I can only embrace it too strong "H-Hey Maki-chan ... can not breathe ... "

I guide them into the house and sit in the room, Rin turn on the TV still was giving a concert of that special person to me, I change the channel quickly, they both looked at each other and i realized that they realized that person was breaking me into this thoughts. "You know ... Maki-chan you could contact her ..." said Hanayo grabbing my hand, I look at it getting very red "She no longer must recognize me ...." I say crestfallen and a little embarrassed, I shot my hand and stand up to say "I'll make tea, and what's more she's too busy with the idol's career ..."On my way to the kitchen i sighed and support me on the bench, giving me flashes of that person I give a slap on each cheek to compose myself, i  put the tea to warm up and return to the room for the company of those two, i stopped at the door looking at the two laughing and smiling i also joined through a remnant of cheerful and full day of energy, not talking again abou that person ...