How Can We Call This Love?

11. Broken Heart

Jon's POV

I sighed as I walked down the hallway. Colby was supposed to meet me in catering and since he wasn't there, I'm now looking for him. As I kept looking for him, I suddenly felt someone pull me close and kiss me roughly. I opened my eyes only to find Renee. I immediately tried pulling away from her but she wouldn't budge.

'Dammit!' I thought to myself. Renee finally pulled away after about a minute and looked at me with sad eyes. I was about to say something but she stopped me.

"I'm sorry Jon, I just had to do that one last time," She told me sadly before walking away. I sighed as I watched her, I feel like shit now. I shaked my head, turned around and walked away, trying to forget what just happened. I have to find Colby.

Colby's POV

I watched Jon walk away as I hid behind some crates, my mind still trying to process what happened. I was right the whole time. Jon really was cheating on me, and not just with anybody, but with Renee.

'Of course,' I chuckled a bit as I thought to myself. 'Why would he want me when he has himself a nice, pretty blonde like Renee?' I started to laugh the more I thought about it and before I knew it, tears started to roll down my face as I hugged my knees tightly. What did I do to deserve this?

"Colby?"

I immediately looked up when I heard that familiar voice. It was a confused looking Nicole, who soon changed her expression to worried.

"Colby what's the matter? Why are you here crying your eyes out?" She asked as she knelt down. I stared at her for a few seconds before looking down and sighing. "I'm not good enough for him, Nicole. It's oblivious that he's in love with her more than he is with me."

"Wait a sec, Jon is cheating on you?" Nicole looked at me shocked. I nodded as I wiped my tears. As I did that I felt her hugging me and rubbing my back. "Oh hun I'm so sorry, you don't deserve to get treated like this." I hugged her back tightly and sighed. "I just don't understand what I did wrong."

Nicole pulled away and looked at me seriously. "You didn't do anything wrong so just get that out of your head now. It's Jon's fault for not realising what a great man he has." I looked at her and smiled a bit.

"Thanks Nicole, you really are amazing."

"I know I am," She said cockily and smirked, causing me to roll my eyes and chuckle. I looked down for a second before getting up and stretching a bit. "I don't want to stay here." Nicole nodded in agreement and thought for a moment before smirking deviously.

"We should go to a male strip club, that way you can get your mind off that asshole."

I looked at her like she was crazy. "Nicole, are you high right now? I love you but one, just got my heart broken by the guy I was deeply in love with and two, I don't think John would want you to go to a strip club."

Nicole sighed and rolled her eyes. "You don't worry about John, leave that to me. You, on the other hand, should go out and take an advantage of being single again."

"I haven't broken up with Jon."

"You two will be breaking up anyways so it won't matter," She smirked. "So are we going or not?"

I thought for a moment. If I do this then I'll be cheating on Jon, but then again I don't know if I'm even going to stay with him. After a while of thinking, I sighed and nodded.

"Let's go."

Jon's POV

I started pacing back and forth around the hallway, tugging on my hair. I've looked everywhere around the arena and couldn't find Colby anywhere. Dozens of thoughts ran through my mind, what if he had gotten hurt? What if he had gotten kidnapped? What if he's dead? I wouldn't be able to live with myself if those things happened to him.

"Jon, are you alright?" I stopped walking and looked back only to Joe. I walked up to him and shook my head, talking rapidly. "No man, everything's not alright. I fucking lost him and now he's probably kidnapped, dead or-"

"Okay, calm the fuck down!" Joe yelled, making me shut up. He sighed before looking at me. "Let's go to my locker room and calm you down." I sighed before nodding and following his orders.

Once we got to his locker room, he sat me down, let me calm down a bit before explaining to him about Colby. Joe chuckled and rolled his eyes at me, making me growl at him.

"Why the hell are you laughing?!"

"Because only Colby could get you this worked up," He said while still chuckling, making me growl more at him.

"This isn't a laughing matter! Colby is fucking gone and you're over here being a complete asshole!" I couldn't control myself anymore, I'm about to lose all the sanity I have left. Joe laughed.

"Dude, Colby's with Nicole, I saw them walking together ten minutes ago." I stared at him before punching him in the arm. "Why the hell didn't you tell me this earlier?!" Joe rubbed his arm and laughed more.

"Because I wanted to have some fun before I told you," He smirked. The punched the same arm again, only this time harder. "You're such a fucking asshole."

He rubbed his arm again and smirked. "I know I am." After that happened, Joe and I went searching for Colby and Nicole. Just like last time, we had no luck finding them. I started get worried and on the edge of losing my cool.

"Maybe we can ask somebody if they saw them somewhere," Joe said. I nodded in agreement and started looking around for people who I hoped knew the answer I was looking for. About twenty people later and still nobody knew where the hell Colby or Nicole were. I can't lose him, not now.

"Jon, get over here!" I heared Joe yell. I walked over to him and saw Brianna there too. "Brianna knows where they are."

I looked at her and she nodded. "Nicole told me that she was taking to Colby to a male strip club nearby." I immediately froze when she said strip club. Colby, my Colby, is going to a place where tons of guys are probably sucking off, maybe even fucking, what's mine. I start walking off, ignoring Joe calling me. I'm not letting Colby stay at some damn strip club.

Guys I'm so sorry for not updating in a while, I've been caught up in stuff and it takes up my time so I hope this chapter makes up for it! Before I end this, I need help deciding what should be my next story. Here's the options. Also I recommend that you listen to the songs to better understand what the storys will be about.

1. Ambreigns- Cold Blooded. This is based off the song Cold Blooded by The Pretty Reckless and will be a serious book.
Or
2.Ambrollins- Rag Doll. This is based off the song Rag Doll by Aerosmith and will be a fun, playful book.

Things both of them have is lots of sex, drugs and cursing. So please comment on which one you want and the one that gets picked the most will get published :)