Hopeless|| js

running away kills everyone

all I thought about was how much Jacob betrayed me he was hanging out with the girl that bullied me, the f.cking girl who bullied me. He lied to me.
When I got home I went to take a shower an put on some sweats and a sports bra. I turned on my phone and saw that I had 107 texts,56missed calls,24voicemails,and a billion more notifications all from jacob. I just ignored them and went on YouTube to make a video about BOYS!
*skip to the end*
after I finished editing and finally publishing it. I heard a knock at the door. It was probably Dyland. He probably already lost his key so I went downstairs and unlocked the door and here was the person I did not want to see, Jacob.

t/ just leave
j/ Taylor please please listen to me!
t/ no Jacob I hate you I hate you so much I don't know why I have you a second chance!
j/ Taylor.....
t/ no Jacob stop you wasted your chance on the girl who bullied me so bad that I self harmed Jacob god dammit just leave.

I slammed the door and sat at my balcony waiting for him to leave. he didnt see me I just watched him. Then I saw this, he was crying, why was he crying? I went downstairs to grab a snack and he was still there, so I just went upstairs and then I started raining, I looked out the window and he was STILL THERE. By the time I was downstairs opening the door he was soaked.

t/ why are you still here?
j/ cause Taylor I can't leave you.
t/ it's raining tho I'm not that important am i?
j/ yes Taylor you are f.ck Taylor I just want you to forgive me I love you what i did was a mistake, people make mistakes! I just want you to be in my arms and I want to play with your hair and be with you I want you Taylor you!
t/ jjaaacccoobbb...
j/yes Taylor
t/ I forgive you I love you so much that is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me!
j/ really?
t/ yesss!
j/ thank you so much!
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