Ghetto love

Chapter 8

TAYONA POINT OF VIEW
I tutor Deshawn every Tuesday's and Thursday's I couldn't even focus in class today gonna be so werid ugh i ain't ready for it .At lunch Chrissy got pizza with sprite and fries I got chicken wings with mashed potatoes and water me And Chrissy started talking about the what ifs about the tutor cession Chrissy "as long as he don't touch u girl it's all good " I responded "girl shush " Before you know school was over and I was on my way to the school I went to the class and started listening to music trying act all chill when deep down my heart is beating and I'm getting butterflies but at least I look better today then Tuesday o shit did I forget to tell you me and Chrissy outfits I'm wearing a black crop top with camo joggers and nf1 (Nike Air Force ones ) .As I was lurking through wale Instagram I see Deshawn sitting at the seat across me with makes him like 5 inches away from me and it was silence for 15 minutes I was on my phone and he was in his journal I was trying see what was in his journal and I saw on the top a sheet of paper it said I see I toke my ear buds off and put my phone on the table and grabbed his journal .Deshawn chased me in circles but then he was on my shirt from the back and I read out loud ."I SEE I SEE THE BEAUIFUL GREEN TREES I SEE THE BEAUIFUL SUN I SEE THE PEOPLE LAUGHING WITH JOY IS IT GOD ? BUT IF ITS GOD WHY DO I SEE THE TREE BARK ON THE FLOOR WHY DO I SEE THE DARK RAIN WHY DO I SEE THE KIDS STRAVING I SEE WHAT I SEE BUT WHAT IS IT THAT IM SEEING ."Every time I said see he would say stop or damn give it .But when I was done reading it I said "wow ...that's deep and really Beauitful Devaughn o shit I mean Deshawn" in my head I said fuck you Chrissy .Deshawn said" damn u forgot my name already but um thanks shawty "as he grabbed his journal from me .We both sat down and I asked "so you write ? "And he said "I guess call it what you want ." It stood dead silence for a good 5 minutes and he end up saying " aye that kiss I'm really sorry it happened "in my head I really wanted to kiss his soft nice lips again but I said "nah wasn't even u it was me but its all good " then he end up asking "since you know I write what do you do ?" I answered with fr fr nothing I listen to music and eat " We both giggled he responded with "then next when I offer to get u McDonald's take it " I said "if there is a next time then I winked " Deshawn asked " as you can see I ain't to bad of a person shawty its just your mouth " I was bout ready to show him my mouth but he right the way I dissed him at chipotle was rude esspailey since this nigga offered me 160$,a ride home ,and food .I responded with saying ard bet Ima ask you a question out this science book if you get it right tommorow after school I'll meet you outside of this school and u can take me anywhere you want " it's the least I can do since I was bitchy to him ."He said ard shawty then I asked "which item breaks down rocks the most water dirt or sun he toke at least 2 minutes to think then he said water the acid breaks it then I said ard I'll be here @3 then he winked and my girl Chrissy called and said "aye I don't think I can pick you up my mom is sick sorry " I said "it's all good tell her I said feel better "then Chrissy hung up .i goaned ugh wtf .Deshawn responded with what's up then I said I don't have a ride to go home and Deshawn said" yes you do shit you got me lets go "I said awe thanks .Deshawn then said " so now you wanna be nice ? " then chuckled .When we was in the car moving Deshawn asked "so how old are you " I responded with 16 wbu he said "damn shawty a yougin I'm 18 so you do advanced ap classes " I nodded and he said "ooo so shawty a yougin and smart "I geeked he Tryan be cute at this moment I felt like I knew him I felt comfortable he turned the radio now and the song Lloyd you was blasting .i yelled THIS IS MY SONG and I started singing along then Devaughn hopped in
Can I be forreal this is what I feel I'm in need of love oooo you just my type everything so right
Aye Wait a minute this ain't no game this is day load that I'm spinning and you should see the thoughts that's in my head .
When the song was over he was already at my house .I really felt a connection with him like he was my best friend He asked me "has anyone told u could sing "then I said yes and he said "they lied"and I laughed and said "well thanks Deshawn
" and then I leaned for a kiss and we started kissing but today I didn't feel the awakardness it felt right he stopped it this time and said "I think your mother waiting for you" and I said "haha you got jokes but tommorow 3 "then I gave a wink and walked out I toke 10 steps and I heard Deshawn call my name and I walked back and said "yes what do you want "and he whispered in my ear "have I ever told you how good them joggers look on you you should wear them tommorow " then I said haha u cute but bye friend and he smacked my ass and said with benefits and I walked off .

I'm not gonna be doing a lot of Deshawn point of views cause it's a lot of work 😭😭😭😭😭but thank you for reading

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