Lovino was still. He hadn't moved an inch. He was still being kissed by the Spaniard. He couldn't think straight, he couldn't move, he was just frozen. He didn't know what to think. Sure it was uncalled for but he didn't exactly hate it, nor did he exactly love it. He sat there eyes wide untill Antonio let go. The man looked stary eyed and looked at Lovino lovingly but quickly saw that he looked surprised.
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"Ah im sorry!" He quickly spoke but Lovino said nothing still. "Lovi im sorry i really am. I just... got caught up in the moment and... just im sorry" he kept apologizing over and over.
"I-Its fine"
"What!?"
"I said it's fine!"
"But Lovi-"
"I said it was fine okay."
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With out a word Lovino got up and headed for the entrance to leave, but before he was even able to step out he heard the distant sound of Antonio calling him to come back. He kept walking. Already out the fence he felt a hand on his wrist, his natural instinct kicked in and he turned around to slap the person but stopped when he saw it was Antonio. "What do you want" he hissed.
"Please Lovi let me explain"
"Whats there to explain?" He questioned freeing his wrist.
"My feelings."
"What feeling Antonio. What feelings can you possibly have for me?"
"I... I love you Lovino. I love you!" He yelled blushing red. Lovino froze. He never had someone confess to him. Not even a girl. He only looked at Antonio, this had to be a joke. No one ever liked him. No one ever liked him in that way. "Dont mess with me Antonio" he started tearing up "dont tell me lies"
"But im not!"
"Dont do this to me. You'll say you love me... them you'll just leave!" He started taking steps backwards slowly "don't lie to me"
"I would never lie to you." By this time Lovino was in tears. He hated being lied to. He couldn't get attached. Antonio would just leave him. Then he would be alone again. What would he do then. "Please Lovi just listen."
"No! Your lying to me. You dont love me. No one has ever loved me!"
"But i love you!" Antonio grabbed Lovinos arms and held them. "Give me a chance. To show you" he tucked a peice of Lovinos hair behind his ear"that i really do mean what i say." He leaned in and gave a kiss to Lovinos forhead. Surprising Antonio, Lovino practically tackled the Spaniard into a hug. "Please dont leave me" he saud softly with his voice shaking. "I would never" Antonio reassured him. "Never"
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( ·-· ) hewo dere
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(ANOTHER SUCKY CHAPTER whoooooooooo. Meh im bored so i write. Im also semi depressed so i write to get that out. Hehe idk i thought this chapter is cute. Also if you cant tell im obsessed with rin(she my fave) and Melanie Martinez (shes bae) so youll see alot of there songs pop up)
