Yet Another

"Talking" to her again

As I grabbed the door knob to exit the room the door started to open and Bella appeared. "Hey sweetheart I was just looking for you" she bluntly said obviously drunk. I could barley get a hey belle in before she grabbed my face and started kissing me brutally. "Belle what are you doing."I said trying to push her off but she's way stronger. One of her hand was holding my face and the other was partially in the top of my jeans. "Belle we aren't a thing anymore" She stops for a second still holding me looking into my eyes she said "I know". WHY the fuck is she doing this then...maybe she's not drunk. That's when I felt her hand slowly move up my shirt. "Belle Stop!" I demanded. She moved a bit but was still holding on to me. She looked me in the eyes. Pushing her away from me I headed for the door.

Once I shut the door I started to feel my eyes tear up by the time I got down stairs I was practically balling I know how pathetic. Pushing through the crowd just trying to get to my car so I can go home I ran in to someone.Shit. I look up enough to say I'm sorry and I keep going, finally making to my car and pulling away. Its crazy you would think I would just let something like that happen since like I wanted..want her back so bad but it was all to sudden I couldn't process everything correctly. Driving home I didn't want to be there, I wanted to disappear, to I don't know die.. yea die is the right word.

Finally getting home I pulled down the driveway and hurried inside. Where I was soon confronted by my father. "Where have you been all night" he says somewhat calm "I haven't been gone more the two hours so not all night and i was at Tayler's" I said walking to the stairs to go to my room. Nothing followed that he walked to his room the basement and didn't say another word. Once i was in my room i took a few pain killers for the head ache i could feel forming and went straight to bed.

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Authors Note

Hey so Im new to writing but if you have any suggestions id be glad to take them into consideration.

Hopefully ill update soon