Here I am. Laying down, all alone. Wondering, what did I ever do wrong? What does she have that I don't? What did I ever do to push him away?
I can hear the rain start to fall in the roof. It sounds really heavy and like it will never stop. It reminds me of my tears. I haven't stopped crying. I've stayed in bed this whole weekend, lathering in my self pity, as well as self loathing. Why do I always ruin things? It must be all my fault. It always is.
Its 2:37 a.m. The tears are still falling. My heart is still breaking into a million pieces.
Tomorrow will be the first day of our second semester. I don't feel like going to be honest. I don't want anyone to see me at my weakest point. I don't want anyone to see how vulnerable I am.
I think the biggest reason is I don't want to have to see Aaden. I know that I will just crumple into even more pieces if I did.
I stare at the ceiling. Thinking. Crying. Then my alarm starts to ring. Great. Time for more heartbreak.
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RomanceHaving a broken heart is the worst feeling in this world. You feel useless, worthless, like a nothing due to the fact that the person you were in love with, left you for someone else. You start to wonder, what is wrong with me? What does she have th...
