Look at me

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Shay's POV.

The drive home seemed longer than ever .... i just wanted Demi to look at me and she wouldn't i tried talking to her but she doesn't want to talk. Maddie layed her hand on my shoulder giving me a half smile, she was telling me it was gonna be okay, i just nodded. 

We finally made it home. I lace out fingers together and take her upstairs. We sit on her bed and i just look at her, she won't look up at me .

-"Baby , please look at me." She still wouldn't look up i asked her a few more times and still nothing.

I went to lift her chin up but she just pulled away .

-"Demi you can't just ignore me talk to me !" I felt my voice break. 

-"I ...i don't want to talk right now please i promise we will talk about it but just for right now can we just lay here?"

 Her eyes wouldn't leave the floor, i knelt down and kissed her .It took a couple seconds but she kissed back our hands roaming each other,  her hands found there way to my shirt lifting it up. I knew what she wanted but was right now the time too? I know she's upset but i don't want to fix this with sex , as much as i want to i think we should wait.

-"Demi....Demi no we can't ." I held both her hands , she stopped and just looked at me and her eyes started to tear up.

-"Demi ...baby don't cry please." She went to get up and leave but i grabbed her wrist pulling back to me . I crashed my lips onto her's and then pulled away .

-"I want to really badly but it's not going to fix anything . I know you're hurting right  now but i promise it will get better. "

Demi went to say something but i heard the door knock . 

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Okay sorry it's such a short chapter. I'm visiting family and it's hard to write when i'm here .

You're all amazing !! Hope your all having a good day . 

I'll try and update but if i don't ..... sorry .

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