The story of Jason McCann

Chapter One~About a criminal

Hey.My name is Jason Andrew McCann and I'm 11 years old.I don't have many friends.In fact I don't have friends at all.Sure,I hang out with my father's friend's kids that are a few years older than me,but I don't trust them.

My dad is in a gang.He is the gang leader and he's been in it since he was 10 years old.He trains me and takes me out on missions with him.When I say he "trains" me,I meant he hits me.
It's no biggie,though.All I do is smile about it,because it feels good to me.
It must sound crazy to you.He hurts me so I will know what pain feels like when I get to be the gang leader.That will be awesome and probably easy,too.That's how my dad puts it.His name is Jarod by the way.

Me and and my dad share an awesome relationship.When I was littler I didn't like him much,because he hurt me.Now,I'm in love with him for hurting me.No,not actually "in love" with him.I just love him more for every thing that he has done for me.

My mom,Ariana is absolutely beautiful.We don't have much of a relationship any more.I know she keeps a roof over my head,food on the table,and gifts under the Christmas tree,but I don't like her.She never did any thing mean to me.She took care of me and she still does.I know how disappointed she is in me,to be honest,I don't care.It's my choice.

My brother,Alex is closer to her (my mom).They haven't always been close,but after Alex was done with his training he wanted to be with mom.I think he was feeling guilty about every thing he did to her.He hit her.Not because my dad told him to,but because he was either drunk,or angry.

Mom didn't want him being with his slutty girlfriend,Luna who ran away from her parents in Costa Rica.Could you blame her for keeping those two apart?She is all drama.

So,maybe that is why he hit her that night.I would be lying if I told you I was scared for her.Thank God it was only a one time thing or she would be dead by now.He hit her pretty hard if you ask me.

"Jason,mom needs you."Alex informs me as he sits on the couch right next to me.Rolling my eyes,I knew exactly what she was going to say.She is going to talk about how I need to be careful for this next mission and how much she loved me.All of that bull shit.

I walked upstairs and into her room,
ready to see tears on her face.But,there were no tears.Not a single one.Her eyes were not even a little bit red.She was laid across her bed,patting the area right next to her.My eyes popped out of my eyes.This is a new change.No tears,no red eyes,and no words.This means I should probably listen.

Walking towards her bed,I plopped down on the spot beside her."What's up,bitch?"I chuckled,earning a smack to the head.Immediately,I quit what I was doing,sending her a glare."What is your fucking deal?"She spat.When the hell did she ever cuss?I stood up,not wanting to get into this conversation with her.Right before I could make another movement,I was yanked Mack down by her."Ouch."I pouted with my bottom lip jutting out."I loved you."She says,emphasizing "loved".

"Good for you.Can I leave?"She smiled.I haven't seen that smile in a long damn time,and I sure do miss it.
"Yeah,you can."She started,nodding her head."That is exactly what I want you to do.So,I am sending you some where else while your dad is gone."My eyes went wide."W-where,mom?"I ask,touching her hand,but she flinched back.Why do I have that effect on her?

"Probably to Aunt Reagan's."I frowned even deeper."Please,no,mama."I begged as I flipped my hair out of my face."I won't be bad again.I promise."
I was beginning to get the hint that she did not want to be around me any more. "I'm still your son."I reminded,trying to get her to change her mind.I really don't want her to hate me."I do hate you,Jason."My eyes were starting to water,but I did not dare let a tear slip away.

"I do love you,mom."

Hearing those words broke me.They made me feel so bad for myself."I will never call you a bitch,again.Because you're not."I wrapped my arms around her,hoping she would give me one last chance.What surprised me was her hugging me back."I will be so much better,mommy."I croaked.If tears fall,I won't bother wiping them away.

"It will only be a week,Jason."She sighed.That is when I felt a tear fall
on my cheek from her."It's ok.We will all be better soon."I say,wiping her face.Just like I used to do when Alex was in my position."Oh,I have news for you,Jason."I looked up at her with my red cheeks and puffy eyes."What is it?"

"I'm pregnant with another boy."My eyes went wide.She is pregnant?"How long?"I ask,wishing I would never have to hear those words."8 months."My jaw dropped.How did I not notice?How come she looked so skinny to me?Why is she just now telling me?

Questions flowed through my brain like a river.Maybe,it is best if I just go to Reagan's house and leave mom alone.
"I'm sorry.For every thing."I spoke truthfully."I'll get packed."Standing up,I noticed the pregnant test in the small trash can that was just beside the door."What are you going to name it,Jason?"She asks as soon as my hand touches the knob.

"Jase."

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