He Wants Me?

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" Thanks For filming with me Casp!"

"no Problem Joe." Caspar says with a slight side smirk on his face. This is is! I thought in my Head! This  is my chance to make my move. Caspar Looks me straight in the eye and as we come close to each over. Were so close i can hear him breathing, Our Lips touch and Suddenly Caspar pulls away with a disgusted look on his face. Im Gutted But i feel so warm inside, I felt so Safe when i was with Casp. He was my protection And he's tore it away from me.

"what the fuck are you doing!?" Caspar Shouted.

"I j...juu...just thought..." I stutter nervously.

"YOU THOUGHT WRONG!" Caspar said with a confused look on his face.

Rage fills my body and i know if he says anything else I'm going to snap... He goes to talk and I say,

"well you didn't complain did you! you didn't pull away when I moved in, you've been giving me these weird, comforting looks and we have these moments. These strange moments where i just feel so safe these make me think that you want the same thing... Do you not get it? I love you!"  What did i just say? My cheeks redden as do Caspar's.

"I'm so confused. I..I..I just need some air." 

Caspar walks out my bedroom, walks upstairs and I hear the front door slam. I sit there Confused and Shocked. Starring at my wall thinking about what I've just done. I've Just ruined my friendship With my Best friend. I feel my eyes welling up. Who can I Talk to. I can't tell anyone. Not even Zoe, I just sit their regretting every word I said.

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